Friend meter: Empty

i aint gettin none friendly vibes goin with peeps
i keep end up just getting pinched into counseling other people about stuff
and its like its already hard enough to get any point through the thick-skulled peeps
tell them this and theyll shy away "oh i wont talk about deep things with tae if it drains him this bad"

it doesnt drain me bad
it just drains me, and i have absolutely no incoming energy because im always playing damage control for people
nobody wants to just break loose or be happy or do things or goof off for the halibut

always some serious thing for everything
always some deep psychological excuse
always the dead end that i can identify problems with the subconscious but i dont have a clue on how to help people when things get to the super deep

even me i dont got figured how to make people want to cut loose and just do with me or somethin, always a battle between prudence and introverted conditioning from the people I idolized for the past 6 years, against my extroverted nature where "wisdom" conflicts with impulse constantly

also i hopefully just got over an embarassing case of scurvy and strep throat.

dont eat whole garlic
youll have a seriously bad time