idk. a little suggestive of self-harm, so it's moderate and tagged accordingly
i probably wont start again, but the thought still lingers..
maybe this is what quitting smoking feels like ?

just very vent-y. had on a lot of the sad songs i have. jesus christ, mostly
(i have a playlist for this. maybe im a bit too much of a masochist?)
sometimes i dont mind feeling things out, because its better than the dissociating ive been doing
which, i guess is what this is about?;
feeling static and broken, falling apart