Why'd you let me go?

Original artwork by FayV, commissioned by both Brueghel (Kranda on FurAffinity) and I, and edited/posted with her permission. Please go take a look at her gallery if you haven't already.
FayV on Weasyl: https://www.weasyl.com/~fayv
FayV on FurAffinity: www.furaffinity.net/user/Fayv/
Original Artwork: www.furaffinity.net/view/7634330/

[Update: This submission is fairly old, and is part of my migration from FA to Weasyl. I've long since gotten past the pain and moved on. ^_^]

This was originally an image of my fursona, Fletcher, and my best friend's fursona, Brueghel, hugging. Now it's mostly just me. The story behind this is a long one, spanning the course of several years. To put it as briefly as possible while still sort of doing it justice, the closest and best friend I've ever had in my entire life suddenly abandoned me with very little explanation, and refuses to speak to me beyond the very occasional "hello". It may seem stupid that I'm getting this upset about it, but we were always EXTREMELY close, and now it would be more than a bit of a stretch to call us friends... So, it's a bit hard to adjust to, to say the least... I'm sure I'll eventually get over this one way or another, but at the moment, I'm in a lot of pain.

Just a heads up, the LAST thing I need right now is people telling me that I'm somehow pathetic or worthless because other people have it worse. Just because others are hurting more, it doesn't mean I'm not in pain.