Sign In

Close
Forgot your password? No account yet?

Dip to the bottom by FlashW

Dip to the bottom

FlashW

Personal artwork. Just what I feel right now and last month. I don't feel better. I also have no people in real life near me. Have no one to talk. And don't want maybe...
Because what I want is unreal. I want to be with people, to be loved by people that I love. It is unreal. I have only pain and broken heart.

I don't think that all be good and I find someone...bla bla bla. I had fallen many times. I tired, I'm just here, but not alive. I don't feel anything, only emptiness.
If death can help to reconcile with broken dreams, with loneliness, it is only one way, but only because it is painful I don't do this. (specialist and all don't help at all.)

Not because here someone need me or I want to be here.
That's all. Didn't want to write all... maybe you will think that I'm too bad, but I haven't any hopes now.

Submission Information

Views:
568
Comments:
4
Favorites:
45
Rating:
General
Category:
Visual / Digital

Tags

Comments

  • Link

    Melancholy, but lovely.

  • Link

    I want to reply to that description, but.. honestly, don't know what to say. I don't know you well enough, and would rather not do public comments on stuff like that... I know you don't know me, but if you ever need to just talk to someone, I'm offering an ear.

  • Link

    Believe me, I've been there. I don't know exactly what you're going through, but I've definitely been there.

    Another beautiful and detailed piece.

  • Link

    I've been there before, maybe not as much as you've been, but I have felt... empty. There was confusion, frustration, it just brought me to tears, and couldn't help but ask, "Why? Why don't I feel anything?"
    I don't know what I can say to help, but sometimes it just seems like certain songs can speak to us; like they can speak the words we don't have.

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pYS5KeYYeCk

    I now they may not be the kind of songs you're used to, but they're good reminders for me. Reminders that I'm not alone.