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Would anyone notice... If tonight I disappeared?
Would anyone chase me... And say the words that I need to hear?
That I'm no burden. Not so worthless... Bent so much that I just might break.
All consuming, so confusing... The questions that keep me awake.

Rowen stood still, trembling... why would thank me for not telling you what was going on why would you thank me for running off for being rude being negating... "--" ... I... why did I say that... I don't... all anyone's done... anyone but Emerald anyway--hell if she really knew fully why I went to Stone-- "I had feelings for a cat in Stone..." he spoke... "I... I lied! saying I was going after Serenity... I wanted to be with her--" he couldn't stop himself from saying more, his voice broken and shattered, as if he was in pieces on the floor and they were getting kicked around, "--I know I already said this-- I.. I wanted her to come back with me. The moment Rei showed up..." What are you saying! "I am done with you. I don't... I..." the caraffory shut his mouth, clenching his teeth together... but it only lasted a moment. "I don't... I can't hear anyone else say it..." he swallowed hard.