I've been working on this on and off for a while now and I'm glad to finally finish it. All though I've tried to think of a perfect saying or song lyric that could accompany it but nothing can fully encompass my feelings.
It has been three months, and it still hurts as if it was yesterday. I am left with memories I do not want, nightmares I can't escape. I'm glad your suffering finally ended, but feel cheated of the years we should have had. You fought so hard to stay, and I know you felt weak for not being able to beat this insurmountable thing, but you were the strongest person I know. My closest friend. A kindred spirit I was lucky to call mum. I have no idea how I'm supposed to go on without you, only that I have no choice. I hope one day this pain will subside and I'll just remember the good things, but for now I must just survive.
Until we meet again.