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I've been thinking for a while now about my future in the fandom. Like, I've been around for nearly a decade. Lurked longer. I was a young guy, still in school for applied sciences. I liked drawing and arts, but my professional interests were elsewhere. And I started drawing pornz.
Cut ten years. Got a few thousand followers here and there, a few hundred published works. I've learned tremendously, all things considered, and I've become pretty fast at drawing. I got a style that's very much me. I've come to enjoy all sorts of kinky things, for good or worse. It's taken quite a bit of work and time, though.
So what's next? Should I keep honing my skills another ten years? Slowly try and make myself a bonafide poppyfur? Ehhhh, no.
It's just, ok. I need to focus more of my time to other things. It relates to art and drawing, but I need to do it in my own persona. It's nice having projects you can share with people you know IRL.
I've been doing this for the fun of it. I've done some commissions, not really because I needed the money, but as a way to throttle the demand a little bit. Because it's a timesink, essentially. I kind of like trades more, tbh, but not everyone has what I want to trade for. But the point being that I don't have a financial interest in doing this, nor do I feel it'd be viable in my case.
Perhaps if I'd been born in a country with a bigger community I might see more worth being more active, but that's not the case.
I'm not going to quit, though. I just need to readjust my time. Try not to draw because I feel obliged to, but wait and see when the inspiration strikes. Perhaps find a reason to develop my skills yet again.
If history is of any indication, I'll prolly start uploading more stuff shortly, after having publicly said this. But hey.
Joined 31 October 2012