from https://www.weasyl.com/submission/574556
at first i thought this was some kind of power fantasy - but after a while i decided really this is my character telling me i suck at drawing hands and should get a job at a pizza hut instead - other arists have characters who are their pretend girlfriends and give them blowjobs - my characters tell me i cant draw
i know this is not the time or place but - you know where an artist will have a character who is their fake girlfriend...? its usually a girlfriend - and theyll have another character who is the artist and the artist will draw them fucking all the time and put the girlfriend into embarrassing situations and skimpy clothes and its just kind of creepy and sad
its different if its somebody elses character because then theres some actual human interaction occurring on some level - but there are so many artists who do the fake girlfriend character
and i think maybe the reason my porn doesnt hit with many viewers is that i identify with most of my subjects instead of wanting to sleep with them - which should probably make you worry - and i dont know how it is with other artists but im sure my characters would not for one minute want to sleep with me if they existed - part of that is low self esteem but mostly its just an understanding of the characters - im seriously not trying to invent characters who dont find me attractive - it just works out that way
okay so this is getting weird n.n;;
it took me for fucking ever to draw that hand - and i dont think its good, just good enough to call it finished n.n;
i dont want to say they are exactly what i aspire to be because they are really exaggerated and fantastic - but they seem to be a representation of my identity in some way - like if you had to give flesh to what i feel inside it might look something like this n.n
I feel you on the character identification resonance thing. I happen to think she's wrong in this instance, however. Because even if you're not where you'd like to be, making pizza would be a poor way to get better at drawing hands. Hang in there.
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Her hands are that way so that she can wrap her malevolent fingers around her massive dong B)
I have been a vixn fan for as long as I can remember, I think the appeal for me is less about the porn aspect and more about the idea of these slender yet curvy massive shemales walking around in all manners of dongery/tittitude and making the world their own. A different kind of fantasy, but no less compelling :)