I'm drowning in the bottom of a bottle
running from a man... I swore I'd never be
no one ever has to face tomorrow
but I'm the one that has to face... me

I'm alive. I wish I wasn't. Yesterday I relapsed pretty badly, swallowed half a bottle of pills and chased it with vodka. It didn't work. I don't know whether I'm lucky or unlucky. My head's been pounding all day. I feel sick.

Vent art.