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Yuki by Biohazard

Yuki

Biohazard

(Art from last year, this was posted in September. Old description copypaste)

It has been an entire month since Yuki has passed.
It still doesn't feel real, this little cat meant the entire world to me. I can still remember the very day that we met, how sickly she was and how convinced my mom was that she wouldn't make it through the night if I got her. I nursed her back to health, and over time she became healthy and full of life. She didn't really like other people aside for me, and she was the runt of her litter so she never grew to be very big.
She was a little shit at times, and I think that her attitude was to make up for her lack of size. She thought she was bigger than the other cats.
She never really meowed, either, she mostly made little 'boop' sounds.
She loved to give head butts, and loved to lay next to me while I was playing games or watching movies. She liked to watch hockey, and I think her favorite movie was space jam.
She got cold easily, and she would often wiggle under my blankets to get curled up in them. So she didn't really mind whenever I put things like little dog hoodies on her, and she never once tried to take her little hats off. She also had a shark one too.

She passed away 20 days after Kisa. She was only 12, while Kisa was 16. Whenever I was having a bad night, they both always came over to lay next to me and check on me. Spooky does that too. I've been having a lot of bad nights since last month.

I don't know what happens to us when we die. I know I've had dreams where passed loved ones have visited me. I've had dreams where I've seen Kisa and Yuki, and Midnight too. I don't know if it's just my brain trying to piece together that they are gone, or what...but somehow I still like to think that maybe they really are visiting me to tell me that they're ok. And that somehow we really do meet again, and get to see each other again.

Anyway I did a speedpaint of this one. youtu.be/YnWeRqqK_hA
Any sort of constructive feedback would be great. I don't really feel like I know how to draw cats so. I feel like I did better on this one than I did on the one of Kisa earlier in the year.

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