Regrets lay heavy on my mind
As I cry all these tears
For all chances that I've missed
And all the wasted years
As Karma lays her vengeance I
Have nowhere left to hide
And luck is nowhere to be found
I have lost all my pride
What are the things that matter
'Cause I don't know where to start
When they stab you in the back
And then they rip away your heart
I end up going nowhere and
I slam into the ground
I scream in pain and agony
And no one hears a sound
I don't know where I'm going but
I do know where I've been
It's all coming back around
And now the pain may never end
Nobody will be satisfied
Until I do my best
When I have put my shame aside
And all my fears to rest
What is the path that I should take
'Cause I will go insane
If I don't find bliss in ignorance
These thoughts will fry my brain
The windows are all closing
And I'm running out of time
Nobody will remember me
If all I do is whine
I wanted to write this poem for awhile. I've always thought of myself as more of an observer than a participant to this community. I've wanted to become more of a participant, but I've noticed more hostility to that end, and I think I know why. I finally decided put this together after Lemonade died because he reminded me that my time here is limited.
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As long as you have words with your thoughts and feelings for someone to find someone will find it and read your words even if it's a hundred years later. They my be moved by what you have to say. It may even change their life. And that is the BEST way to be remembered.