most of the time i'm pretty ok doing my own thing, but every once in a while i'll notice just how alone i am in most things and feel kinda lame.
I don't want someone to be there 100% of the time, but maybe it would be kinda cool to be able to share happenings with some people who were also as emotionally invested in the thing as i was.
I feel like most of the things i do i can't really talk to anyone about 'cause they really don't care?
like my stupid runescape doings, or aliens, or neopets, or werewolves or whatever.
I don't want my current friends thinking i think they don't care or whatever, like i know they do, but i also dont expect them to really care about every single thing i'm doing ever.
And i don't want it to seem like i think my feeling lonely is the fault of everybody else. My loneliness is entirely self-imposed, i really don't go out of my way to like, talk or even interact with people at all.
IDK idk, i dont know I DONT KNOW UGH FEELINGS
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INTERACT WITH MEEE >:C
But no I totally feel you, because like I live in the middle of nowhere and when my friends log off I'm like wow, damn, what do I do?? I miss a lot of the socialization I had in college from living in dorm/appt with other people. We didn't have to actively be doing things? Sometimes we just existed in the living room all doing projects for our different classes and it was nice. IDK.
QUICK LETS MAKE AN APPT WITH ALL THE COOL PEOPLES WE KNOW IN IT. AND LIVE THERE. PERFECT.