Ive been going through too much depression for the last few months. My flame is gone, the spirit broken. Im deleting accounts. If you want to folow my work go to the website in the image please. https://www.facebook.com/RaptorArts
i have tried everything. ive promoted, ive spent money, ive pushed my art. ive stayed up in the late hours of the night. ive advertised. Ive done everything but cut my throat on youtube. Nobody cares anymore. im invisable and its killing me. Ive had the same average number of folowers and watchers for 2 years. on all accounts. people dont comment, they dont share. do you realize how sensitive some artists are? I try like hell to hold up a strong front but inside im torn apart like paper in a shredder. im tired of trying. Im going to remove my website and im sticking with FB for now... im so tired... tired of this fight.. tired of the uphill battle that i keep loosing..

I see artists in clay and paint who are watched by thousands and they are doing simple things. not complex artworks. Stuff that kids do. and yet they make hundreds if not more a month off their works. I cant even get a fucking commission. Im lucky to sell 1 book a month on etsy. the farmers market in the tiny shit town i live in is a joke. Theres no work. im below poverty level and on food stamps. i live with my dad. hes got less money than i have.
his feance died in december and her daughters are psychopaths who want everything and make peoples lives miserable. weve been surviving but im not able to survive anymore...

Selling my art is whats keeping me from being broke. My yearly income with whatever work i can find is $7k a year. $7K!!!!!!!!! FUCK! sometimes i feel the world is better without me in it... Im tired of the fight....

if you like my art then do something about it. go to FB or my Etsy follow, watch, subscribe, like. whatever. you dont have to buy but goddamnit do something!!!!!!!!

https://www.facebook.com/RaptorArts
https://www.etsy.com/shop/raptorarts

I helped weasyl with donations years ago. but im affraid ill have to close my account permenantly. This isnt working anymore :(