RedSavage's Shouts
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Red, I miss you so much. Going through old submissions as I clean things out here and all your insightful, encouraging, heartfelt comments just tear me up. You were so passionate about people, about living, about everything. You were proud of who you were, you accepted yourself, and you always worked to make the most of things and support other people. You helped me chin up when dysphoria was getting the better of me. The short bit of time I knew you, our conversations really stuck with me. You helped me so much to accept what I can't change and to be who I am regardless of others' reactions. Thank you. You did so much good for so many of us. I still think of you and wonder where you would have went if you hadn't been taken from us so fast. Love you and hope you are in a very good place now, as you definitely put me in a better one.
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Its been 322 days. At 5:31:14 on thursday morning, its been 7728 hours. And I'd still do, say, or give anything to have you back. I hug the peep and wish so hard in my body that it still had your smell. You were so proud when you told me you slept with a pink fucking peep candy plush for two weeks before you visited me just so that it could smell like you. The ache in my gut is just as expansive as the desert I've been afraid to step foot in since I found out. I may never go back to Texas after knowing you, being with you, loving you. Our time together was precious. I regret not messaging you back. I regret so many things about us.
I live knowing you gave me a teenage firey summer romance. I hope the daughter I have takes after you. Cerise is a beautiful name. I'm so sad you never got to say it proudly.
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CoyoteCaliente, you were one of the first people I took notice of in this fandom when I found it...
I wish, so much, that I'd had the balls to say hello...
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Red, why do I keep going through old pictures and comments and conversations? It only makes me miss you even more. It only makes me wish you were still here, and that I could just talk to you again. God fucking dammit I miss you.
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I LOVE YOU FOREVER HELLPUPPY <3333333333333333333
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I never knew you, but I wish to leave a little shout here to honor you and your life. You're so clearly loved by so many. May you have many adventures up there in the heavens while you await your loved ones to eventually join you... Rest in peace and adventure <3
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And I shall comment on here as well to honor your memory, Red. I knew you from the lovely comments and hilarious banter and back-and-forth we'd have, you were always such a great and witty person to talk to. I'm going to sorely miss seeing you around.
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Rawr and such.
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Thanks so much for the follow ^v^!
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"A rufous, logophilic, mangy reprobate."
Indeed, a reprobate, but a friend.
Come, let us write disreputable things. xD-
INDEED!
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Thanks for the stalk! ;D
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no worries
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you're everywhere pfft
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Pffffft not eeeeeeverywhere. Just alotofwhere :u
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Ohhh shit, thanks for the watch! C=
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Holy shit, I remember you from FAF. Didn't you do loads of writing stuff?
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Yup yup! Still at it. In fact just started a story about a guy who discovers a bunch of dogs digging at a single spot in his bedroom. And then more dogs show up. And then more. He decides to help them.
Not sure where it's going but it seems interesting enough to carry on.
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At first all the dogs start showing up. Pawing at his window and sitting on the fences and trees staring at the house. They break down the door like a zombie horde and start digging. He gets rid of them but they keep getting back in and digging.
Eventually he decides to dig as well to find what the dogs are after. He finally levers up the last floorboard and is confronted with his own corpse...
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Gah. So many things that could be hidden. I was thinking a forest god. Or maybe a hellhound relic. And now his own body is kicking around in my head---but would beg the question, why dogs?
Which could be a story in itself.
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm I must think on this.
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They were his dogs before he died!
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HMMMMMMMMMMMM
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But they didn't know where he had gone, but they could smell his scent inside. They were confused about the person who looked like their master but didn't smell like him, living his life.
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Ah see. The way I have it written, it's a smattering of many different kinds of dogs ranging from mutts to the rich neighbors poodle. To a bulldog to a police german shepherd. Doesn't quite fit the schtick.
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Saw your comments on some of the FA debacle, and I just wanted to come to your Weasyl page and give you a thumbs up for keepin' it real.
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Oh hey! Thanks yo. Apparently I'm even gettin' quoted on Twitter. Craziness.
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Yo, just curious if you're going to TFF since you're from Texas and all (not that that necessarily means anything because it's so damn huge).
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Sadly not. I'm actually just down the road so to speak, but life is a bumble fuck as it's ever been. I may though if the inspiration strikes me. It just depends on circumatance and money. I missed pre registration and don't have a room, so most likely would be camping out in my truck and doing the whole late registration thing.
All depends of course! Who knows. C:
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Well, I'll keep my eyes open for you anyways, then, JIC. c:
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You always have such nice things to say about my art! Thank you! <3
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Only cause there's nice things to say about your art! <3 <3
Plus you seem like a nice person who likes to respond and interact, and that's always a nice thing to find on a fledgling art site.
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c: hi
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how is the cutest fucking shark ever doing today? <333
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Everyday I'm shufflin'
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Holy crap, i just saw you in a comment on some random persons submission, even though i found you that time quit following me its weird :\/
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-goes and follows you on your profile-
DON'T TELL ME WHAT TO FUCKIN' DO :V
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Yes, yes they are~
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I made you a thing! <3
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NYUHHH OHGAWSH!!!!
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thanks for the follow! :D
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Greetings, how is life treating you?
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With a heavy dose of rain this weekend and a cool morning. I think it's trying to tell me that I should go exercise today. I may, if I have the funds to get to a poolside type thing. What have you been up to?
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Working and spending time with the other half when I escape it, mostly. I've been trying out Red Orchestra 2, and the fiance and I went to see the Reno Aces ( minor league baseball) tonight.
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Hy CC! C:
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OH HULLO THERE C:
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Explode into life
Think not of crashed monuments
Or fallen societies
Or lost travelersThink of wistful looks
Stories that begin with "I wish"
Stories of roads not taken
And of unread suicide notes -
OHMAHLAWD hai! THANKS FOR THE FOLLOW/ FAVE/ COMMENT! I LOVE YOUR STORIES. SORRY IF I'M BEING LOUD, K? -plsforgivemeohnoes-
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IT'S FINE BEING LOUD IS FINE IT'S OKAY TO BE LOUD
and thank you I'm glad you like my stories ; u; I really like your art.
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IS THIS FUCKIN REAL LIFE
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I DON'T KNOW IS IT
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Ohgosh I never realized I didn't follow you on Wazzyl.
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It's okay we're in the same sinking boat. I haven't been watching you either.
Now I know it doesn't affect you, concerning your spectral properties, but if you could grab a bucket and help bail, that'd be peachy.
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WHAT
HOW DARE YOU SOIL THE SANCTITY OF MY MAIN PAGE -
WADDAP 2.0
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Heya 2: Son of HELLO
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it's you!
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Oh hey it's you too!
Welcome to the party and stuff!
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Hey, thanks for following. I've returned the favor.
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No prob, and thank you likewise.
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yoooooooooooooooo cc
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eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey iccy.
so this is where the cool kids are huh.-
oh yeah we've been here for ages, but watchers are only just now starting to follow the artists over haha
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funny how stuff works out like that. funny further how it all started on the forums of FA--where i like to hang out.
basically he did the same thing there. hired a close friend with an alleged history of gross debauchery as admin of the place, booted favored mods for participating on Weasyl, and started a powder keg of denial and deleted posts that, naturally, upset people to the point of being banned. some people think that it was a planned sweep, some don't, and everyone else just thinks that Dragoneer doesn't give a shit either way. he never liked the forums, apparently. so the first wave of exiles started with the forums, which was more involuntary for some than others. and then suddenly project phoenix, and then another questionable mod... rising up from the flames indeed, but the fire isn't going out quietly.and so now here we are, wondering where it will go next.
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Thanks again for the critique, dude. Looking forward to seeing what you put up.
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Thanks!
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bby.
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Y'kno, years later, and I still miss you. Love you, Red. You meant and mean so much to so many of us, and always will.