on 21 June 2017 at 17:49:11 MDT
Red, I miss you so much. Going through old submissions as I clean things out here and all your insightful, encouraging, heartfelt comments just tear me up. You were so passionate about people, about living, about everything. You were proud of who you were, you accepted yourself, and you always worked to make the most of things and support other people. You helped me chin up when dysphoria was getting the better of me. The short bit of time I knew you, our conversations really stuck with me. You helped me so much to accept what I can't change and to be who I am regardless of others' reactions. Thank you. You did so much good for so many of us. I still think of you and wonder where you would have went if you hadn't been taken from us so fast. Love you and hope you are in a very good place now, as you definitely put me in a better one.
on 12 May 2016 at 03:35:12 MDT
Its been 322 days. At 5:31:14 on thursday morning, its been 7728 hours. And I'd still do, say, or give anything to have you back. I hug the peep and wish so hard in my body that it still had your smell. You were so proud when you told me you slept with a pink fucking peep candy plush for two weeks before you visited me just so that it could smell like you. The ache in my gut is just as expansive as the desert I've been afraid to step foot in since I found out. I may never go back to Texas after knowing you, being with you, loving you. Our time together was precious. I regret not messaging you back. I regret so many things about us.
I live knowing you gave me a teenage firey summer romance. I hope the daughter I have takes after you. Cerise is a beautiful name. I'm so sad you never got to say it proudly.
on 30 August 2015 at 04:27:35 MDT
CoyoteCaliente, you were one of the first people I took notice of in this fandom when I found it...
I wish, so much, that I'd had the balls to say hello...
on 15 August 2015 at 14:19:18 MDT
Red, why do I keep going through old pictures and comments and conversations? It only makes me miss you even more. It only makes me wish you were still here, and that I could just talk to you again. God fucking dammit I miss you.
on 4 August 2015 at 01:31:54 MDT
I LOVE YOU FOREVER HELLPUPPY <3333333333333333333
on 29 July 2015 at 13:21:21 MDT
I never knew you, but I wish to leave a little shout here to honor you and your life. You're so clearly loved by so many. May you have many adventures up there in the heavens while you await your loved ones to eventually join you... Rest in peace and adventure <3
on 25 July 2015 at 18:05:43 MDT
And I shall comment on here as well to honor your memory, Red. I knew you from the lovely comments and hilarious banter and back-and-forth we'd have, you were always such a great and witty person to talk to. I'm going to sorely miss seeing you around.
on 21 June 2015 at 12:06:51 MDT
Rawr and such.
on 28 May 2015 at 18:08:48 MDT
Thanks so much for the follow ^v^!
on 29 May 2015 at 07:08:38 MDT
No worries! Your burd character is so dern adorable!
on 29 May 2015 at 13:48:47 MDT
Aw, glad you like him ^v^!
on 12 April 2015 at 16:06:59 MDT
"A rufous, logophilic, mangy reprobate."Indeed, a reprobate, but a friend. Come, let us write disreputable things. xD
on 29 May 2015 at 07:08:48 MDT
on 28 March 2015 at 11:05:58 MDT
Thanks for the stalk! ;D
on 28 March 2015 at 16:49:51 MDT
on 26 March 2015 at 23:54:02 MDT
you're everywhere pfft
on 27 March 2015 at 07:09:43 MDT
Pffffft not eeeeeeverywhere. Just alotofwhere :u
on 25 March 2015 at 11:31:25 MDT
Ohhh shit, thanks for the watch! C=
on 22 March 2015 at 09:00:08 MDT
Holy shit, I remember you from FAF. Didn't you do loads of writing stuff?
on 22 March 2015 at 09:19:51 MDT
Yup yup! Still at it. In fact just started a story about a guy who discovers a bunch of dogs digging at a single spot in his bedroom. And then more dogs show up. And then more. He decides to help them.
Not sure where it's going but it seems interesting enough to carry on.
on 22 March 2015 at 09:30:27 MDT
At first all the dogs start showing up. Pawing at his window and sitting on the fences and trees staring at the house. They break down the door like a zombie horde and start digging. He gets rid of them but they keep getting back in and digging.
Eventually he decides to dig as well to find what the dogs are after. He finally levers up the last floorboard and is confronted with his own corpse...
on 22 March 2015 at 09:39:05 MDT
Gah. So many things that could be hidden. I was thinking a forest god. Or maybe a hellhound relic. And now his own body is kicking around in my head---but would beg the question, why dogs?
Which could be a story in itself.
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm I must think on this.
on 22 March 2015 at 09:54:52 MDT
They were his dogs before he died!
on 22 March 2015 at 09:58:34 MDT
on 22 March 2015 at 10:05:24 MDT
But they didn't know where he had gone, but they could smell his scent inside. They were confused about the person who looked like their master but didn't smell like him, living his life.
on 22 March 2015 at 10:10:49 MDT
Ah see. The way I have it written, it's a smattering of many different kinds of dogs ranging from mutts to the rich neighbors poodle. To a bulldog to a police german shepherd. Doesn't quite fit the schtick.
on 22 March 2015 at 10:13:43 MDT
This is why I don't write stories!
on 22 March 2015 at 10:19:29 MDT
Trust me I have no idea what I'm doing either. All I started was with a guy coming home from work. Now there's all these fucking dogs and I don't know what to do with 'em.
I'll sleep on it. Night shift is a bitch. Catch ya later!
on 19 March 2015 at 15:01:20 MDT
Saw your comments on some of the FA debacle, and I just wanted to come to your Weasyl page and give you a thumbs up for keepin' it real.
on 20 March 2015 at 10:34:38 MDT
Oh hey! Thanks yo. Apparently I'm even gettin' quoted on Twitter. Craziness.
on 7 February 2015 at 04:19:57 MST
Yo, just curious if you're going to TFF since you're from Texas and all (not that that necessarily means anything because it's so damn huge).
on 7 February 2015 at 08:41:31 MST
Sadly not. I'm actually just down the road so to speak, but life is a bumble fuck as it's ever been. I may though if the inspiration strikes me. It just depends on circumatance and money. I missed pre registration and don't have a room, so most likely would be camping out in my truck and doing the whole late registration thing.
All depends of course! Who knows. C:
on 7 February 2015 at 16:36:15 MST
Well, I'll keep my eyes open for you anyways, then, JIC. c:
on 25 October 2014 at 21:08:22 MDT
You always have such nice things to say about my art! Thank you! <3
on 25 October 2014 at 21:21:34 MDT
Only cause there's nice things to say about your art! <3 <3 Plus you seem like a nice person who likes to respond and interact, and that's always a nice thing to find on a fledgling art site.
on 15 October 2014 at 08:10:43 MDT
on 15 October 2014 at 08:56:10 MDT
how is the cutest fucking shark ever doing today? <333
Milo The Tiger
on 14 October 2014 at 15:01:15 MDT
Everyday I'm shufflin'
on 13 October 2014 at 19:52:52 MDT
Holy crap, i just saw you in a comment on some random persons submission, even though i found you that time quit following me its weird :\/
on 13 October 2014 at 19:54:43 MDT
-goes and follows you on your profile-DON'T TELL ME WHAT TO FUCKIN' DO :V
on 10 October 2014 at 12:18:49 MDT
Yes, yes they are~
on 1 September 2014 at 17:42:11 MDT
I made you a thing! <3
on 1 September 2014 at 21:04:06 MDT
on 31 August 2014 at 16:18:37 MDT
thanks for the follow! :D
on 26 May 2014 at 17:33:30 MDT
Greetings, how is life treating you?
on 27 May 2014 at 12:56:51 MDT
With a heavy dose of rain this weekend and a cool morning. I think it's trying to tell me that I should go exercise today. I may, if I have the funds to get to a poolside type thing. What have you been up to?
on 28 May 2014 at 01:07:55 MDT
Working and spending time with the other half when I escape it, mostly. I've been trying out Red Orchestra 2, and the fiance and I went to see the Reno Aces ( minor league baseball) tonight.
on 21 May 2014 at 13:34:04 MDT
Hy CC! C:
on 21 May 2014 at 13:45:10 MDT
OH HULLO THERE C:
on 15 May 2014 at 08:04:08 MDT
Explode into lifeThink not of crashed monumentsOr fallen societiesOr lost travelers
Think of wistful looksStories that begin with "I wish"Stories of roads not takenAnd of unread suicide notes
on 30 April 2014 at 13:51:04 MDT
OHMAHLAWD hai! THANKS FOR THE FOLLOW/ FAVE/ COMMENT! I LOVE YOUR STORIES. SORRY IF I'M BEING LOUD, K? -plsforgivemeohnoes-
on 10 May 2014 at 12:34:38 MDT
IT'S FINE BEING LOUD IS FINE IT'S OKAY TO BE LOUD
and thank you I'm glad you like my stories ; u; I really like your art.
on 25 February 2014 at 21:33:47 MST
IS THIS FUCKIN REAL LIFE
on 25 February 2014 at 21:36:43 MST
I DON'T KNOW IS IT
on 8 February 2014 at 17:57:17 MST
Ohgosh I never realized I didn't follow you on Wazzyl.
on 9 February 2014 at 03:27:50 MST
It's okay we're in the same sinking boat. I haven't been watching you either. Now I know it doesn't affect you, concerning your spectral properties, but if you could grab a bucket and help bail, that'd be peachy.
on 23 January 2014 at 14:37:14 MST
WHATHOW DARE YOU SOIL THE SANCTITY OF MY MAIN PAGE
on 24 January 2014 at 13:20:15 MST
does this look like the face of mercy? :>
on 25 January 2014 at 23:48:20 MST
it looks like the face of pure evil
on 21 January 2014 at 08:24:56 MST
on 21 January 2014 at 11:58:33 MST
Heya 2: Son of HELLO
on 18 January 2014 at 15:47:19 MST
on 18 January 2014 at 16:00:16 MST
Oh hey it's you too!Welcome to the party and stuff!
on 18 January 2014 at 12:26:54 MST
Hey, thanks for following. I've returned the favor.
on 18 January 2014 at 16:00:35 MST
No prob, and thank you likewise.
on 18 January 2014 at 10:25:34 MST
on 18 January 2014 at 10:46:00 MST
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey iccy.so this is where the cool kids are huh.
on 18 January 2014 at 10:49:46 MST
oh yeah we've been here for ages, but watchers are only just now starting to follow the artists over haha
on 18 January 2014 at 11:04:52 MST
funny how stuff works out like that. funny further how it all started on the forums of FA--where i like to hang out. basically he did the same thing there. hired a close friend with an alleged history of gross debauchery as admin of the place, booted favored mods for participating on Weasyl, and started a powder keg of denial and deleted posts that, naturally, upset people to the point of being banned. some people think that it was a planned sweep, some don't, and everyone else just thinks that Dragoneer doesn't give a shit either way. he never liked the forums, apparently. so the first wave of exiles started with the forums, which was more involuntary for some than others. and then suddenly project phoenix, and then another questionable mod... rising up from the flames indeed, but the fire isn't going out quietly.
and so now here we are, wondering where it will go next.
on 16 January 2014 at 19:09:21 MST
Thanks again for the critique, dude. Looking forward to seeing what you put up.
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