Anyone here still use this site?

I really really like the journal function on here. I used be on here years ago when it was more active, but really missed being able to go to sites and just read through the journals. anyone else feel the same?

Dont worry about what people say..

I feel that it is important to not worry about what others may think of you. I'm going back to that policy. Do good, and let those that are upset about that, be upset. Do no harm, and if people have a problem with you, so be it. I've found that gives me a good sound mind and allows me to sleep at n…

I'm baaaaaaccckkkk

Back from the dead it seems. I dunno, it feels like I've been running away from things instead of facing them. I'll probably write more thought provoking journals and participate in the community more now. Especially now that I feel more lucid. Also my art got better. YAY!

The end is the beginning.

I have no fear. The human experience is sadness, anger, resentment, remorse, redemption, death, pain, and suffering. All of it is beautiful. For, we would never know joy and beauty without it. Quinn: I've gained back something I lost. It was beaten out of me, and I fought back. Thats what it was. W…

I dont like keeping my mouth shut

I dont like it. I want to journal again.

I dont like keeping my mouth shut

I dont like it. I want to journal again.

Thats it...

Thats it. I've had enough. I'm officially moving to DA zrcalo-sveta.deviantart.com There is not enough jerkcity fanart on here to suffice my gluttonous need. There are not enough inane superfluous boner jokes on weasyl to keep my interest here anymore. I have become a slave to the 1995 comic genera…

I'm an ass

I'm an ass and I shouldnt be respected. All I ever did was shook my bridges and yelled at people. None were actually burnt. I probably wont be myself for about a month or so. Trying to go back into things. Unwrapping the chains around me. Getting out of the mentality that there are chains everywher…

I have been betrayed

Quinn keeps saying he is god. While X is the real god. But neither is the true god. Quinn is a golden jackal, who are extremely closely related to coyotes. X is a phoenix... or rather.. an ethereal being of energy. essence of light. Quinn is a golden jackal because... big hipster faggoty reasons. .…

WELP

Shota discussion related to my tumblr post. edited for callout. Which is not allowed. Will edit this more sometime. This is the reply from Fiz: My deviantART page used to be littered with quotes people made against myself. I think that quote in particular was from some 4chan thread years ago. I lit…

Desperately needs to be signal boosted

This. Please read before you buy ANYTHING from bad dragon. http://zrcalos.tumblr.com/post/100372397767/finally-opening-up-about-my-time-with-bad-dragon

I dont enjoy anything

Oregon was the promised land. Oregon is the promised land. It was told to me. I've never been there, but it was told to me. It's okay to dream that there's a better place. Somewhere with trees, grass, and life. Somewhere where I can live. Someplace clean. My life is just paperwork and running aroun…

business

busy busy busy busy. business. so much busy. Getting everything prepared for losing my parents insurance on my birthday. Transferring all my stuff onto my new state insurance. my life is full of doctors visits and paperwork.

Oh wajas...

So I was bored and decided to peruse wajas. Basically happened across this post.. "Apparently I have a reputation as a child molester in my hometown. (Edit: This rumor has been ongoing for quite some time now. I don't know who started it.) but I have never done anything harmful to children. I help…

sorry..

Sorry I havent been on as of late.. A tree fell on one of my best friends' house and destroyed everything. The roof caved in and all his stuff got ruined by the rain from the storm. Been helping him clear out and move into an unfinished house temporarily. the whole entire place was destroyed. http:…

Extra Large Fursuit tails as low as $12

SELLIN' NEW TAILS GF MADE. $12: http://www.ebay.com/itm/24-XL-BEGINNERS-LEVEL-airbrushed-grey-fox-fursuit-tail-red-black-brown-NEW-/221532773792?ssPageName=STRK:MESE:IT http://www.ebay.com/itm/23-XL-BROWN-RED-fox-wolf-husky-dog-tail-SHORT-FUR-Beginners-lvl-/321509235986?ssPageName=STRK:MESE:IT $15:…

out of context 2

[6:40:29 AM] [REDACTED]: >whine whine. you get ___ for free from the gov't. arent you ashamed. you're a fucking slave and I'm tired of listening to your whiney work bullshit. you eat out of your boss' hand. [6:41:30 AM] [REDACTED]: bitch. I am an arizona anarchist hailing from several communes in t…

So I was reading a hilariously racist article...

So I was reading a hilariously racist article. It was about moral relativism and how it relates to various cultures by the means of evolution.... I MEAN RACE. AND HOW WHITE PEOPLE ARE THE BEST. COUGH COUGH. BECAUSE RACIST ARTICLE. http://www.amren.com/ar/1995/04/index.html#cover and got to thinking…

kjldfjhdfhjdkjdjdjjd

I have four months to move, or I'm homeless. let the search begin. On another note.. I am pretty sure phoenix is having it's own personal apocalypse. http://zrcalos.tumblr.com/tagged/phoenix EDIT: in other events, I have been diagnosed with a big heaping helping of weird. schizotypal schizophrenic…

Records that everyone needs but didnt know.

1) The velvet underground - The velvet underground & nico 2) Yes - fragile 3) Renaissance - Scheherazade 4) kraftwerk - autobahn 5) Of Montreal - hissing fauna, are you the destroyer? (new. but you can find it fucking everywhere) 6) Vanilla fudge - Vanilla Fudge 7) adam and the ants -kings of the w…

Why I like the Star Wars Prequels

-gasps and shocks from the audience, suddenly I lose all my followers, weasyl bans me, and I have my citizenship revoked. I must spend my days wandering around in mexico, whilst hiding my identity like the rat I am- So lets take this apart. I'll just state this straight out, I started writing Dimen…

Tired of human beings

I'm very very tired of human beings, and materialism. We are so absolutely obsessed with ourselves. I'm so tired of human beings and particularly white society. It transcends america, and it's bleeding into other cultures. it will bring about our own extinction if we dont wake up. I feel I was put…

out of context #1

[1:18:31 AM] BS|Ayla Kurone: fuck you [1:18:36 AM] Zrcalo Sveta: fuck you too! [1:18:38 AM] Zrcalo Sveta: :D [1:18:45 AM] BS|Ayla Kurone: fuck your emotionally detached fucking self centred attitude [1:18:50 AM] Zrcalo Sveta: yep! [1:18:50 AM] BS|Ayla Kurone: like you fucking know everything [1:18:…

So this was the the best part of my day

http://zrcalos.tumblr.com/post/96929179592/so-i-ran-over-this-with-my-car-today-then I'm so proud of myself.

CHRIST CHRIST CHRIST CHRIST

okay. so sketching this all out right here right now. will think about this later on but CHRIST CHRIST CHRIST. note: first friday is the nation's largest artwalk. it spans approx 1mi and looks like your average highschool hallway. tons of people. they used to shut down the road so it was safer for…

Dream #3

Had another dream last night. (I seem to be having very vivid ones every single day now) I had met up with an old friend I had not seen since first grade, her name was Kylea. We were both at the park, and I was trying to do something-- I dont remember what (edit: OH WAIT. I know what I was doing. t…

Dream #2

In my dream, I got to meet Mads Mikkelson, the guy who plays hannibal in NBC's Hannibal tv show... So basically, it all starts out with me going to my grandma's house. I think it was for a wedding or anniversary, or thanksgiving.. something like that. Anyway, I was almost reaching my grandma's hous…

Dreams

I dreamt about birds. I dreamt that I had a colony of lovebirds and cockatiels and cockatoos in my backyard. But that they had flown away because the aviary wasnt there. I was with my mom, going to a swapmeet for pet items. Someone there had a HUGE dog crate they were trying to get rid of. I asked…

Webcomic

I think I made my webcomic more enjoyable to read. I think this is a good beginning. Good intro to characters. If something doesnt make any sense let me know. the art style is just gonna be all over the place, I've come to terms with it. http://dimensionriders.tumblr.com/tagged/dimensionriders/chro…

Fursuit tails for sale! cheap!

Hello! I'm selling some fursuit tails my gf made. She's willing to take custom orders as well, if we have the right fur available to us! http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=221532773792&ssPageName=STRK:MESE:IT http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=321502107735&ssPageName…

Aint nobody gonn' raed that much

Before I preface this quote, I think it is important to say that you should never praise or glorify a mental illness. You should praise the person who has the mental illness, and their actions (if they are constructive, of course) . I do not think it is fair to condone mental illnesses and shame pe…

Snippets

[10:20:21 PM] BS|Ayla Kurone: are you a clone of me or something [10:20:39 PM] Zurkaylohh: I am the psychic conglomerate of the collective consciousness. [10:20:47 PM] BS|Ayla Kurone: yes [10:20:51 PM] BS|Ayla Kurone: yes you are [10:20:56 PM] Zurkaylohh: lmao [10:21:08 PM] Zurkaylohh: otherwise kn…

Trippin

Its an interesting sensation. Feeling like your emotions are not your own. That instead they are an absorbed analogous conglomerate consisting of multiple layers of deceased people that are still living. Like I see all possible ranges of choices and reactions to situations.. Emotionally and analyti…

yes

"Why cant we just stick to "my character has a dick and identifies as a girl" or "my character has a dick and boobs and whatever" or "my character has twenty dicks coming out of their forehead like a mohawk and fifty boobs and reproduces hermaphroditically and vomits babies" quote of the day

encroachment of something bad

I have an insatiable urge to obtain a type writer. I used to have one back in the day. I really enjoyed the use of texture it put on the paper. Especially when the paper was run through a copy machine. made with collages. oldstyle. I do enjoy artwork like that. it has a very gritty zine feel. I do…

>submit

EDIT: OKAY GOOD NEWS. I CAN DRAW NOW. BEEN SCANNING IN OLD ART TO TUMBLR AND SKETCHING OUT A FEW THINGS. Figuring out where my hands are. "I'm fucking a centipede. " - throbbing gristle what am I even listening to. going back to drawing. now that I know where I am. I am beginning to think taking lo…

Things my roomate says..

me: -sneezes- roomate: YOU'VE SNOZEN. me: -cannot stop fucking laughing- it's going to be my catchphrase now, whenever someone sneezes. Instead of saying "god bless you" or "gesundheit", I'll just shout "YOU'VE SNOZEN"

What am I even listening to..

So I took a leap of faith and bought two albums from a band I have never heard of, on a whim. I picked them up because at first I thought they were laibach. Then I looked at them and they said "mussolini headkick" So I thought of cabaret voltaire's "mussolini (headkick)". It was by wax trax, how ba…

Blow up the nuclear power plant

I want to destroy everything I ever had and ever made. Wreck all my relationships with people. Obliterate all my belongings. Destroy all ties and connections. Neglect myself. Abuse myself. Leave the house and keep walking. Grab my car and keep driving. Driving until the gas ran out. Until the car b…

HIGH END PAINTS AND ART SUPPLIES FOR SALE

Heyo, I just got a HUGE cache of acrylic paint, oil paint, etc. I have some of the items listed on ebay, but you can send me an offer here or ebay for lower. If there's anything you're looking for, I'll see if I have it. :) everything: http://www.ebay.com/usr/zrcalos Oil paint: antique: http://cgi.…

The most irritating thing...

The most irritating thing... when you cant tell if it's your record player needle going out, or a worn out record. .. but you dont want to switch records because its your favourite album. (thomas dolby - the golden age of wireless) also... when people have no idea what a record is supposed to sound…

Got livestream working

finally got it working. goddamn. why is it so difficult. now you can listen to my shitty music as I draw shitty things. http://www.livestream.com/xrcalo

The sound of vision

Bats use echolocation. We define the world through our senses. Screaming, scraping, the sound of trees being blown by the wind, the sound of birds. Suffering has it's own voice and sound. We use our senses and intrinsic knowledge to know when to flee. Rhythmic noises and repetition drives us into t…

Kittens, pain, and violence.

(no. this isnt anything scary or gorey. dont fret) I got into an interesting moral discussion with a person on craigslist (o lordy) about free kittens vs $20 kittens. To start, the idea of adding a price to a pet to deter hostile buyers isnt new. Or unwarranted. A person who is hell bent on punting…

Dying

Dying, Not quite literally. Tuesday I had a severe pain in my lower right abdomen. (on the plus side I got to see a pre-screening for how to train your dragon 2) So after the movie was over, I went home and was pondering going to the emergency room. Talked to the lady over the phone, wasnt sure if…

Hiatus

hiatus hiatus busy with comicon

HOLY SHIT DRUNK GUY TRIES TO CONVERT ME

My apologies... dont mean to spam your inbox.. Something dumb just happened and It made me super mad, but also hilarious. A drunk guy just came into firehouse (the local gallery I volunteer for). Now I've run into a LOT of drunk people before (we're open late at night and we're near some bars) So I…

Is this the real life.. is this just fantasy..

Oh wow. It's been an interesting week to say the least. On the plus side, I'm now on food stamps so I dont have to worry about starving. (I'm actually at risk for that sadly, and was getting to the point where I was very vitamin deficient and my joints were in pain.) Also! I have medicaid now, so w…

Updates + awakenings

Just some updates and random things. First of all, hand's doing much much better. Didnt want to overuse it for fear that I'd be out of commission for a month. So problem #1 has been fixed and onward we go with the commission list! I've been kinda waffling back and forth about making journals about…

Injured myself

I royally messed up my hand doing three pieces a day, so I have to refrain from drawing for about a day. which is killing me because I want to draw ALL THE THINGS ALL AT THE SAME TIME. I'll have to re-pace myself and stick to one finished piece a day after this.

CHEAP CHEAP CHEAP LOOKIT THIS RIGHT HERE

!!! all commissions can either be digital or traditional!!! $5 icons style 1: https://www.weasyl.com/submission/588455/eagle-avatar https://www.weasyl.com/submission/92752/serenity-10-commission Style 2: https://www.weasyl.com/submission/598211/taped https://www.weasyl.com/submission/598193/creepy-…

commission queue

1) phoenix painting 2) flightrising lisa frank dragon 3) 2 character commission torokard 4) santa claus for grandma. !!! if you were from wajas, flightrising, or elsewhere and are not on this list, please message me!

may be a bit slow at art

First of all, my tablet is beyond repair. But that's okay, I can use my gf's tablet. It's harder to use, so thinks may not be up to quality. except I cant because I cant focus my eyes. and I certainly cant focus them manually or my eyes start hurting. I've been on the computer for an hour, and I ca…

commission queue

1) faegoat 2) bald eagle tag 3) 2 character commission torokard 4) sparkledawg - urbancoyote 5) flightrising lisa frank dragon 6) ???? (could be you!) PROFIT

A few submissions have been updated

Updated: https://www.weasyl.com/submission/459169/what-re-you-looking-at https://www.weasyl.com/submission/506935/i-want-to-go-to-the-beach

Anyone know some good dubstep?

So, I'm having a hard time finding dubstep songs that arent just house music with dubstep bit crushers pasted on. Some songs I really like.. global concepts - robert delong equinox - skrillex sail -awolnation I have tamvred, but that's more along the lines of industrial? I really like industrial le…

24 HR ART COMMISSIONS

YES. YOU HEARD IT. GET YOUR ART WITHIN 24HRS. GUARANTEED OR YOUR MONEY BACK THE NEXT DAY. sketch - $5 Flat - $15 Fully coloured - $20 IRL medium - add $3 Badges where your head is a deer - $15

Friend in need!

One of my friends just got hit with some pretty hard news during the last few days, as he received yet another huge medical bill and his boyfriend just lost his job. His boyfriend is job hunting but they're both doing what they can to get funds together in the meantime. He's currently open for art…

Dogs

welp. furaffinity is now asploded. guess I go here. hi.

Now taking commissions!

EACH PIECE WILL BE FULLY PAINTED WITH A BACKGROUND Portraits: $10 ea. + $5 per character. minimum Canvas size 500x500 Full body: $30 ea. + $15 per character. minimum Canvas size 1280x756 Backgrounds only $20 ea. minimum canvas size 1280x756 PM ME FOR MORE OPTIONS. or e-mail me: zrcalos@gmail.com To…