I've been thinking of coming back, but I don't know. There's a lot of emotional baggage associated with the decision and it's not ideal, but the situation may call for it more than anything. I left partially because I was dissatisfied with the community aspect and also how money driven it had becom…
https://www.weasyl.com/journal/90136/i-don-t-think-i-belong-anymore I've been trying to talk more after last week about how I feel about stuff, and trying to I guess be more social in general? It's hard though. I feel like I can't do it right, or that I'm somehow saying/doing the wrong thing. I don…
I don't really know if I can put this into the right words, so I'm just going to wing it. I've been a part of this fandom for a little over 10 years, longer than even I realize sometimes even if it's not long in the grand scheme, and it feels like the longer I'm here the more of a struggle it is fo…
Cripes I haven't updated my journal here since September? OH BOY well I'll try to make this as quick as possible! After a death in my family I went through a lot of changes in my life, including moving out to live with an old friend while I looked for work. Old friend turned out to be a piece of sh…
Okay so if anyone hasn't noticed- I haven't updated in nearly a month. Main reason for this is that I've just been stressing out all over the fucking place which makes my creativity/productivity come in these really short, frantic bursts of "AAAH GONNA DO SO MUCH ART" followed by "AAAH I'M GOING TO…
I find it a little hypocritical that I'm already seeing Halloween-related posts and artwork when it's not for another two months or so (most of September and most of October to go,) but you KNOW that people would flip their shit if some one posted Christmas stuff that far in advance. And btw I love…
Some place called while I was at work, regarding a job position. They referred to me as "Ms. Murr" assuming Casey is a woman's name, except the guy on the phone was named Kelley :I I'm going to call back, obviously, but I JUST came home to that and now I can't stop laughing about it.
Ask me shit, why not :V
The short story long is this. The year didn't start off kind to me at all. January started with me getting thrown out into the streets (literally), and I genuinely didn't think I'd come back. I spent most of the first part of the year feeling depressed, especially when someone at my job started to…
I'm so sick of everything right now, almost literally. I'm just so angry with everyone and everything that it makes me just want to puke. I'm sick of people I considered friends being uncaring, unsympathetic, and ungrateful. I'm sick of trying to be nice and be social with people who don't even try…
fuck off, everything
A few people have asked so imma just post it here. My birthday is Monday the 24th. Truth be told I'm not looking super forward to it, mainly because I feel I haven't made any significant/immediate progress in my life this past year (or longer, but we won't spiral there.) Maybe my next year of exist…
I haven't really quit Weasyl or anything of that sort. Some things have been going on in my life that are really stressful right now, and it's merely sapped a bit of my effort to draw and/or post things. I've mentioned it a li'l over on FA, if anyone cares to follow over there, but I'll hopefully h…
Alright now that I've got everything over from my FA page, I'm going to give this site a week or so to convince me to keep using it. Honestly I'm not impressed so far. I find the layout to be really un-intuitive and kinda crap, especially when managing the message center or browsing users' pages. I…
So for those who don't know, I am this guy from FA: http://www.furaffinity.net/user/underwear-ninja/ I moved here mainly so I would have a second way to keep tabs on people when FA is down, but also there's a lot of my friends that are more active here and I'd like to support them c: I'll be in the…
