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BlueNire

Nire / Agender/Non-Binary / Southern United States

Thank you for your time and consideration!
Commissions: Closed
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I have been neglecting Weasyl- I'm so sorry!

I get tunnel-vision I guess! I'll try to do better and post things! I really don't want to ignore Weasyl.....because Furaffinity can be so... ::makes weird gestures:: but there isn't a great alternative out there yet and Weasyl is so ::makes more gestures:: ANYWAY! Please take care!

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I want to show you guys my Nyxie! (smooshkin)

..but I have to wait until he approves it. ::rolls around the journal box:: Also I can't work on commissions without access to FA, and it's dead right now. SO How're you all doing?!

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Would you think less of me if I returned to FA?

Would you think less of me if I returned to FA? Eeee gads the amount of anxiety I get just THINKING about this....and typing this out. Ugh. Now, I know what a few of you will might just say: "Nire- quit caring what others think- just do what you want!<3" -while power-sliding onto the stage, strikin…

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Happy Belated Thanksgiving! -I'm thankful for YOU!

Every Thanksgiving I try to sit down and really try to think of things that I'm really grateful for.. Aside from the simple pleasures (coffee, tea,chocolate,rain, silent snowfall......blowing raspberries into my cats belly without dying or being mortally wounded....yet....) I found myself thinking…

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Heads up: Something is going wrong with my hands...

Something is going wrong with my hands.. They keep wanting to curl up into a grip when I use them. It sorta feels like when you start to feel a charlie horse coming on, your muscles contracting on their own, but when the hand curls up (involuntarily), there isn't really any pain (which is why I can…

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Create.

Create Just Create Create the good Create for yourself Create the wretched Create for yourself As intimidating, joyous, daunting, pleasurable, and painful as their births can be.. allow your ideas to bloom and grow beyond yourself Your ideas, the reflection of what you want to communicate, of how y…

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Going to be 100% honest with you.

I think I figured out my art block thing and it reflects badly on me. :( I need to start off first by saying that I have been diagnosed with Avoidant Personality disorder and I feel like it's all related. Looking out over my online art-habits, there's a very distinct cyclic pattern. I'd draw things…

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I'm trying to find someone!

The name they go by on Weasyl is Vliss (https://www.weasyl.com/~vliss), and their FA name is MsNoodle (http://www.furaffinity.net/user/msnoodle/). I'm really, really needing to get in contact with them but I can't seem to find their active account! If anyone has any information- that would be soooo…

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UPDATE: I'm your biggest cheerleader!

I'm still here, floating aimlessly like a chubby, timid little monster-fairy! I've been shyly taking peeks at your works, letting them fill me with awe, knowledge, and wonder at the possibilities. Truly, I've enjoyed from afar seeing how you all grow in different ways, building upon your foundation…

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Update in Nire's "art block" saga.

So.. I had been going to counseling. Right up until my EAP benefits ran out and now-until I meet a $1,500 dollar deductible- I'd be paying $90 a week for my sessions. In January it restarts again- 9 free sessions and then I have to pay $90 a week until I meet the $1,500 pool and then it would just…

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I feel I need to apologize for my art block.. (depression?)

I wanted to write a formal apology for my art block. I know you guys watch me for a reason, not for me to sit on my hands.... I've had this art block since January my attempts to draw since then has been like pulling teeth (although I manage to squeeze little things out once in a while), it's reall…

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Helping out a fellow Artist! Plushies, Adoptables, and Artwork!

Please take a look at her things! She's just having a really tough time making ends meet. As always, thank you for your time and consideration! Please visit her FA page, if you are interested! -- http://www.furaffinity.net/journals/streulicht/ Some pricing and things listed below! :D PLUSHIES "So I…

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My Tablet is broken. (o.o)

Sooo it may take me a while to fix it.. Actually it's an easy fix. The connector that goes into the tablet snapped off inside. I managed to pull it out but that chord is ruined. So I just have to find a long chord-thingy, which is proving to be hard (they're all very short). Thank you for your pati…

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okay don't panic!- but two Nire's have changed..

What'd I say?! I said not to panic! ...Okay you can panic a little.... The coloring on the mule and shire versions have been altered. Shire: Coloring changed to better fit breed standards. https://www.weasyl.com/character/17764/nire-the-shire Mule: is now a Blue Roan with primitive markings. https:…

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Cervines! Know a thing or two about 'em?!

Soooo.....after taking over 24 different personality "What kind of animal are you?" quizzes, and getting the majority of "YER A DEER" (second was elephant..) I thought.... "WELP!"... Maaaaybe I should explore Cervines a bit more aaand maybe play around with some designs! Know any unique types of Ce…

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Your representational Fursona: Idealstic vs Closer to your real self?

I know I've asked this before on FA way back when, but I don't think I've asked this question to you guys. So! Your representational Fursona: Idealstic vs Closer to your real self? I have the feeling that everyone will be torn between the two camps but I just wanted to see. :) ---WARNING: Possibly…

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Be Honest: Who went back to FA after leaving initially due to the "fallout"?

Just curious to see who went back, and why?... I'd also love to hear everyone's feelings on it anyway. As for myself... I am still (after all this time) getting people leaving comments on my old FA accounts about how I made a terrible decision and I should just come back because I'm being oversensi…

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Submit ideas (text) for a character for me! : Winner gets prize(s)!

Submit ideas for a character for me! : Winner gets prize(s)! Just text! You don't have to draw a thing! My Nire-beast is actually born from ideas submitted to me in a journal like this!! :D Theme: Monster/beast? Prizes!?: I and teetering from just offering some cash monies~ $5, to buying a little s…

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Update on things! + Wildstar guest pass?

Here I am! Alive and I'm honestly doing o.k.~! I'm starting to think that there must be some crazy mold in my apartment or something because I've been sick for weeks! (That or I've developed new allergies, which I've heard is totally possible-damn that would suck!) I've been playing a lot of video…

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OMG my tumblr blew up and I'm terrified!

I"m totally okay with just having a few followers and just sort of reblogging what other people put up and enjoying the scenery... I DID post this-http://nireblue.tumblr.com/post/86868430150/especially-the-arm-thing-i-havent-worn-a Which, at first only just a few people saw it and I was totally com…

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My informal resignation as an "Artist".

So the title is rather dramatic, but hear me out.... I'll explain. I've been studying some Buddhist principals for my mental health. What I've discovered (through Buddhism and also from the wisdom of the wonderful people here on Weasyl) is possibly the reason for my "art-block". I am under a fuck-t…

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My current icon by the TheTiedTigress! The one before was by Shibara!

My current icon was a commission by Amazingly talented, professional, and from the comments and things I've received from her, she's just an absolutely wonderful and wise person with lots of life experiences! Please go look at her works! !! Also, the icon I had BEFORE was a gift done by the wonderf…

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About my characters sometimes not having boobs....

So. I've received a few comments....from people who are very confused as to why I'd want my characters to not have boobs sometimes. Once I was able to step back from my knee-jerk emotional response, I recognized that out of 9/10 comments, it's really just innocent confusion. They honestly just can'…

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Buddhist view on Depression

This video...wow.. If you suffer from depression, or know someone who does, please watch this.. http://youtu.be/fixvb3s25Uk ::wants to start studying Buddhism::

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Flight Rising

...guess what my name is. bluenire ohmygosh I am sooooo imaginative! ::dripping with sarcasm:: XD <3

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Unrequited trades, unpaid commissions.

My fellow artists. Don't be like me. Have your commissioners pay up front, or pay to see completed stages of work. If someone wants to trade with you, it's the responsibility of the initiator to produce their part first. Don't be like me. I have 6 unrequited trades and 3 unpaid commissions. Some of…

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I don't know why, but I love this show.

Swedish/Viking/Manly/Metal Cooking show. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4jd0Hold4So&list=PL4B2CBC4A35E0E224&feature=player_detailpage It cracks me up. I'm so weird.

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HALP! Can't save in Paint Tool SAI!

EEEEP!!!! https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/11306549/Stuff/halp.tif ?!?!?! I have full bought version! I don't know what's going on! I can't art!

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"Food fills me with angst."

Other titles could have been... "Should I stay fat or keep fighting "the good fight" with my body?" or "Why I need body-positivity in my life." TRIGGER WARNINGS: eating disorder, the word "fat"(in it's original, basic context), self-abuse, body-positivism, and the phrase "What do you want to eat?",…

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Depression is a parasite.

Depression. It's like a parasite that lives within you, latches onto your life-lines and nurses on your joys until all that manages to reach your brain is a small trickle of what you're used to. Just barely enough to keep you eating, bathing, and sleeping. Mine has been particularly glutinous as of…

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Controversial Journal: Artist selling to/using other artists.

Uhm.. This is really, really hard for me to say these things (because I hate seeming like an asshole/bitch) but this just KEEPS happening to me over and over again. So much so that I'm beginning to think I'm a prime target for whatever reason so.. Here goes... I'm going to be blunt and straight up.…

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I removed my last submission because racism.

I removed my last submission..because the more I thought about it and re-read my description, I worry that my story and experience made me sound a bit racist. I'd rather not anyone get the mild illusion that I might even SEEM kinda shady about racism. I hate racism. The end.

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What would YOU do? (Hair style change..)

Okay, I know this seems like a pretty silly thing to discuss but hear me out a sec. I had/have a misogynist father. So growing up I could rarely cut my hair ( only to trim split ends) my hair grew to my thighs and he told me that if I ever cut it off he would kick me out of the house. The SECOND I…

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OMG I got a Keurig!!holy%$#@!

My parents bought me a Keurig!! omgomgomgomg it's sooooo beautiful omgomgomg... I totally licked it, it's so sexy jimminycricket! uuunf! Seriously. Aside from my Dyson vacuum cleaner it has got to be the fanciest thing I've ever seen in person!

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Can I just...change my zodiac sign?

Because mine is complete bullshit-opposite of me and my personality (Scorpio) and I wanna be a centaur (Sagittarius). ... I wish I could just...do that.. Maybe I could be a Sagittarius "fan".. I'm so weird.

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Gonna talk about Blueberries. (and low-carb dieting.)

Blueberries are the shit. ("shit"=moderate rating) No, I'm serious hearmeout. REAL blueberries are just... When you eat them, most of them have this bright tarty-sweet little flavor with a tiny (teeny tiny) bit of that "artificial blueberry flavoring" at the very end. The flavor of them changes dra…

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I made a burb-ly seal shirt!

http://www.zazzle.com/aaaaawww_what_a_cute_little_babbly_seal-235569828706583665 Because I wanted one XD (But if you want one, that'd be totally awesome! XD)

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Depression: Know any open artists who draw cute things?

About the cute commission: I only have 20 bucks too work within ( so I'm on a budget) but does anyone know an artist who's open for commissions, who's really good at cute things? Could be MLP for all I care or... I dunno!... Just something that'll make your teeth ache! Thank you! (I just don't real…

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I am sorry for the "doodles".

Since it has be asked of me, I thought I should respond officially. I do understand that there are people who just watch me for my artwork where I try to be realistic. -BUT- I just have to be honest and tell you that I get the most enjoyment out of drawing sloppy silly, cute doodle things. I like t…

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Malifecent song "Once Upon a Dream"

You guys I am sooo excited about this movie!! Maleficent is my FAVE Disney bad guy! (She's sooo damned classy!!) I LOVE THIS CREEPY VERSION OF THIS SONG!! Go listen!! It's freeeeeee on google play!! http://www.slate.com/blogs/browbeat/2014/01/27/lana_del_rey_sings_once_upon_a_dream_for_maleficent_t…

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Get to know me?

What's your real name? Erin- although I use "Nire" (N-eye-er) irl too. How tall are you? I...I don't know? I think I"m in the 5'6"-5'9" area...I feel I'm taller than most women I guess? What's your natural hair color? Dirty blonde with weird little red highlights up close. What's your eye color? Gr…

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Collections:wat R DO? -No hablo Inglés...

Okay..so... I've read the collections description page over and over and over...(and over and over and over..) aand.. I swear my brain is reading in Spanish or German or another language I can't understand. So. Here's what I understand I think... Collections have to be initiated/created by the ARTI…