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blackantlers

blackantlers / 29 / transgender / buffalo, ny

'I am the loneliest link in a very strange chain.'
Commissions: Open
Trades: Open
Requests: Closed
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commissions - digital, uh dave mckean style stuff

Hey, since I'm horribly slow with traditional media stuff due to mental health stuff and chronic fatigue I thought I would open up for experimental digital work, influenced by various "surreal" artists and graphic designers the pieces are made of my personal "archive" of my own photographs, older a…

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Patreon!

https://www.patreon.com/florian93 going to be uploading a bunch of stuff~ sorry for the lack of updates here!

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BACK TO COMMISSIONS - QUEUE - 2 SLOTS LEFT

COLLAB COMMISSION QUEUE PARIAHLYCAN - DIGITAL COLLAB – BAT SYBIL – TRADE HALF SOLO COMMISSION QUEUE ZINN – (((DIGITAL))) BONDAGE COLLAGE ZINN – MUSIC PIECE (RESEARCH REQUIRED) PARIAHLYCAN – KINKY MUSIC BLAQ UNICORN - THEME NOILEZ – UNKNOWN ZINN - UNKNOWN Soooooo sorry for the long wait, been in and…

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COMMISSIONS STILL OPEN - NEED $$$

A huge thank you to everyone who has helped so far, it is truly appreciated! I am still trying to get by financially, especially now, so I'm still open for commissions. details in the link below: https://www.weasyl.com/journal/59922/fucking-miserable-because-i-have-no-money-and-need-to-make-rent

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no internet atm... (also panic disorder)

hey again, thanks for all the bday wishes I've been having issues with panic disorder, if anyone has remedies for that, do tell... I don't have real internet at the moment, just leeching wi-fi from a restaurant near my house with a weak connection, so that in part is why I haven't been as active

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happy bday to mw

Today I turn a magickal 23, happy birthday to me! Special thanks to Sybil for drawing me a gift <3 And of course to my fiance Darkmoon :>

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now have a Patreon which will have exclusive content

http://www.patreon.com/florian93 "Hello, I am an artist, composer, poet, occultist, and androgyne who honestly doesn't ever have much money to spend. Hopefully your support will change this! I work in a wide-variety of mediums including: collage, photography, music, video art, painting, poetry, and…

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NEED MONEYS TO MOVE PLZ - COMMISSIONS AND DONATIONS

So, Darkmoon and Morticia and I need to move ASAP but we have to put down money for the first month of rent AND the security deposit which is well,,,, a shit-ton of money since it's a large-ish 3-bedroom space. I won't be able to work on commissions straight away, but I do guarantee quality! COLLAG…

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moving (anyone in the Buffalo NY?)

Hey, just to let everyone know, I will be quite busy this month with packing and moving to Darkmoon/Felix and I's new place in the city of Buffalo. 'Rooms'/space is currently full, just fyi, though I wanted to see if anyone here is in the area. Thanks.

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black sun, bloody moon (apocalyptic dreams continue...)

"And I beheld when he had opened the sixth seal, and, lo, there was a great earthquake; and the sun became black as sackcloth of hair, and the moon became as blood;" Revelation 6:12 I had a very strange, yet somehow comforting dream about Enochian magick, being in a place I've never been before, an…

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energy problems and emotional woes

April has been horrible to say the least. Sorry to anyone expecting trades, commissions, etc. or just like seeing my work. I've been having terrible energy/nervous system problems lately so far two emergency room/urgent care visits from atypical forms of panic attacks

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transitioning to life at 'regular speed'

after the hectic month of event organizing in Buffalo I'm back to 'the usual' of casually working on things and relaxing so yeah, sorry for the lack of output, crazy times

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COMMISSIONS OPEN - trades closed for now

COLLAGES memento-mori badges - $25 single character - $30 additional characters/figures - $10 additional details - $5-10 complex pieces - for negotiation printing rights - for negotiation MUSIC 5 minute piece - $30 7-10 minute piece - $50 sound design - for negotiation reproduction rights - for neg…

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visionary dream/nightmare I had today

something about coming out of the hospital and feeling horrible for what they did to me, then finding myself in a church looking for Psalm 23 in the bible, only to find it to be a book of tables with one side entirely French (can anyone think of famous French grimoires? reference to Eliphas Levi by…

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selling music equipment to pay for hospital bills

http://florian-ayala-fauna.tumblr.com/post/77809765978/http-www-ebay-com-usr-black-antlers-selling http://www.ebay.com/usr/black_antlers selling two mini KP KORG items and a tape machine for parts/fix

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new uncertain album in the works - the cycle of tears (moon)

https://soundcloud.com/blackantlers/uncertain-alpha-omega-1 http://uncertain.bandcamp.com from the upcoming uncertain album 'the cycle of tears (moon)' to be self-released and distributed by Cold Spring musick by Florian-Ayala Fauna & Felix Keigh for the fourth in the fox's funeral cycle

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On Angels and Demons

note: this was a comment on a tumblr thread on how weird angels look, especially in Biblical texts and whatnot Sup, occultist here. I have mostly worked with Qabalistic/Kabbalistic rituals and operations such as the Goetia (legendary book of 72 demons) and the book of Sacred Magic of Abramelin the…

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Memento Mori badges

https://www.weasyl.com/submissions/darkmoon?folderid=43392 only $25 each! collage work by me, color and details by darkmoon <3

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'wounded healer' archetype

my efforts at aspiring towards the 'wounded healer' archetype has left me feeling hollow at this point, hopefully this will change in time

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to ann arbor, mi folks!

A radio show celebrating the work of transgender artists in Ann Arbor, Michigan will be playing a selection of our music soon. We are truly honored to be a part of this program and hope for more trans-positive support.

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OPEN FOR COMMISSIONS - PRICES

COLLAGES memento-mori badges - $25 single character - $30 additional characters/figures - $10 additional details - $5-10 complex pieces - for negotiation printing rights - for negotiation MUSIC 5 minute piece - $30 7-10 minute piece - $50 sound design - for negotiation reproduction rights - for neg…

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Terms of Service

TERMS OF SERVICE I have the right to turn down a commission if I feel the need to do so. I will only work with people who respect me and my work and has a general understanding of what I do as an artist. Please look through my gallery before commissioning me. I have the right to take whatever time…

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most of what you need to know is in my profile >:|

things about me (again) I'm a contemporary "fine artist" who works in a variety of mediums and is interested in concepts concerning the occult, decay, epistemology, nature, psychology, illnesses, replacing human heads with those of animals (um), and so on. I'm a male-bodied genderqueer/androgyne, m…

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updated profile

updated my profile on here if you have any questions or comments, feel free to chime in

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TO COMMISSIONERS FROM FA

Hey there, some of you may have commissioned me a few months ago and wonder things about your commissions. Obviously, some people got a bit impatient...but that's okay with me now. I've been very busy dealing with the weather (polar vortex, anyone?), live concerts and events, medical/mental health…

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COMMISSIONER BEWARE - LianeR

Obviously by looking at my front page I had a Hell of a time dealing with this person. I don't know if this is better suited for some sort of community post but they put me through enough stress already and I really don't need that now. I'm not sure what else to add other than that they are just tr…

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welcome new followers :>

hey, my skype is blackantlers23 if I feel like it, you can add me as a friend on facebook too, just pm me for the name which some of you already know I'm sorry for my withdrawn nature and lack of socializing, I'm an introvert but very open about myself if you chat with me things about me I will lat…

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using this again!

going to start uploading works I've been doing since the new year hope to meet new people here :>