Sigh. Yes. I am depressed again. Life hasn't been this bad and depressing since I was suicidal and showed it. Wow. I have no new cuts, though. I've become very, very worried about MandalorianKnight (ON DEVIANTART) and his problem. He's my buddy, my brother... And honestly.. I owe him my life. I really do. <3
Anorexia has also made it's way back into my life. I'm lost, confused, mad, and tired of this world. I want to die because my fursuit got wet. I'm welcoming death again, and my only reason for living is Transformers: Robots In Disguise in the mornings. I know I sound really pitiful, but I don't care. I really do not fucking care. If you're worried, please just pray for me. I'm okay though. I won't cut, drink (ew hell no.), or smoke (I can't breathe in cigarette smoke anyways.) I am currently working on Featherdream's fursuit head. I will post pictures when I can. (or try to, my computer cannot render the SD card and it crashes and I can't use it anywhere else cause of viruses.)
I want to die. Please don't fill up my inbox though.
Thank you for reading one of Life's most pathetic human beings on Earth.