I really,really want my monster made (Reaper) into a suit. I'm constantly going back and forth between Reaper and Marshmallow.

I don't plan to go to more than 2 conventions in a year with him/it/they because he is a 'terrifying' character and I want to wear him/it/they for Halloween next year and such and not feel limited. Where I live, fursuits are frowned upon, I guess you could say-
As where I feel Marshmallow (my other character) would make me feel even more limited.

I felt obligated to get her made only because I had her for such a long time and a lot of my friends fursuit characters are dragons. But she is more of the cute side of me where as I can be a total stick in the mudd grump like I normally am as Reaper.

I do plan to get Marsh made but maybe not as a first full-suit.
The thought of ruining the suit because of how clumsy I am, terrifies me and makes me feel anxious, since she's basically 90% white.

Reaper on the other hand does have white but I'm going for an off white for him and he's more black than white with a floor dragging tail that is green instead of a floor dragging tail that is white! Not only this but COST comes to mind. Reaper would be A LOT cheaper than Marsh.

I still plan to put a down-payment on a suit by December/January, that has not changed but I will need to compile a list of makers that I feel would make my character really come to life, I am quite picky and have already compiled a few makers that I like so far.