So the doc put me on a new med in combination with the anxiety med in the hopes that we won't have to boost the dose of the anxiety med any more. It...is not working so far, and instead is counteracting the anxiety med and causing my brain to get all confused and stage-frightened again. It's put a major brake on my art, but I'm determined to get the work done. It just may take a little longer than I'd originally thought, so the queue is closed for the moment until I can finish some of the commissions I already have. Here's hoping the new med finally kicks in and does it's job, and if not, that the doc will take me off it easily and boost the anxiety med like I asked him to in another week and a half. Bother this stupid clinical anxiety! I have to get out of this situation so I can see enough change to give me a break!

Anyway, thinking about my customers constantly and working on it all I can, even if it's just for a few minutes here or there. Money is the only way to make the change I need, so I can't let myself stop. Thanks to all of you for being wonderfully patient while I work through this mess in my head. Again.