a follow up from the previous journal… https://www.weasyl.com/journal/92500/aagghh-piss-piss-piss-help-me-n

I just wanted to say that even if I do somehow manage to deal with this shit… I've been thinking heavily whether I should just move back to the UK after all this… cuz I just really don't know if I wanna just continue living here in Australia anymore… >n<

I'm beginning to think that the CHANGE I wanted wasn't to come to live in Australia that I really wanted anymore… perhaps it was something else, but I'm not too sure… YES, I have made a few new friends here (furries of course), just that I can't think what else I should be doing at this point anymore. >n<

My only best hope if I do wish to move back to the UK is to try get a place in the same town I was in before I moved to Australia under Fife Council housing, I do have a feeling I should be able to get housing pretty quickly if I do decide to go back there since I was previously registered with my own place.

Before coming to Australia I wanted a change, but I wasn't too sure what kind of change I wanted, and I thought that moving to Australia would of been the change I was looking for, but right now it doesn't feel like that was the change I was looking for… especially the way things are right now, all because of some shit-faced asshole grandfather for causing me shit load of problems right now, who I refuse to acknowledge as my grandfather anymore btw… What kind of grandfather does this to his grandchild? A SHITFACED ALCOHOLIC MENTAL RETARD THATS WHO… >:c hhhhh…… it's caused me far too much stress and worry… =`n=

What do you think? Think I should move back to the UK? — Also as to per the previous journal, I still require help in anyway possible if you can help please…!