Last few months I've been going through some medication alterations, and not really for the better. I've been unable to concentrate, been having very poor sleep both due to nightmares/broken sleep and being unable to fall asleep/wake up at reasonable times, as well as having increasingly worse depression and anxiety, and that's just to name a few.

Needless to say, art has been incredibly difficult lately. Doing much of anything has, to be honest. I'm trying but everything's just kind of going from bad to worse. I dislike my dependence on medication but I'm even worse without it, so I don't have much of a choice.

Add onto all that my PTSD flaring up something awful as of late (directly contributing to the nightmares mentioned earlier) and I've been something of a mess. I don't normally post Journals like this, but I've been so unproductive lately that I felt I owed it to my Followers to give some kind of explanation.

I work when I can, but I'm at a pretty low point in my life right now. I'm sorry for the slow production rate of art. I really hope it's a temporary thing that I can work through soon.

That said, thank you to everyone for your incredible patience and kindness during this time. I really do appreciate it.