I will never let you go internet by RubyZitchDragon

Currently boxing with some raw emotional issues from myself in rl, it only makes it worse that the bf ignores me for over a week in silence.. i don't even know what to do anymore... i guess i'm just that unlovable.

I apology for spending so much time on rl stuff, i so, regretted on building on something thats like, already totaly broken.
I mean, why would i expect to meet anyone who understands me 'n i can understand them ? - a donnoh.
Just gonna stay in my own bubble for a long while 'n find a meaning to do things again.

I will never let you go internet

RubyZitchDragon

30 April 2015 at 15:10:31 MDT

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    Ruby you are very very lovable, I love you and your art, Everyone is unique with their own issues and problems, You should be loved for who you are and what you are, You take all the time you need to feel better and I hope you get better real soon <3 hugs you

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      thank you Max for the up cheering words! huggies you back~ I just wish things where like that ; 3 ;

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        They will be hon, Keep yourself optimistic and smiling cause everything is gonna alright <3 Best of luck Ruby

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    Also if you want to talk, I'm happy to hear you out

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      It was very sweet thought! But talking out only makes it worse for me, sorryyy ; 3 ; I will get better soon, especialy if i am alone, i'm not sure how it works out but. Loneliness makes me do things that makes me happy per auto

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        I understand that we all need a break to be alone and figure things out for ourselves and I myself have gone through that too still I hope we can talk more sometime if you have skype or here on Weasyl I'd be more than happy to chat with your big dragoness self <3 Take care Ruby

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    :C Im so sorry to hear things are just.. really crap for you rl right now. If I could ever help somehow id be glad to! You've got friends after all! I'm sure you can find someone who understands you, it just sometimes doesn't work out the first couple of times, especially in relationships.

    Hope you stay big and well <3

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      it gets better already thank you <'3 also, no need to put interest in me really... i mostly live to dream right now

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    I'm really sorry to hear about what you've been going through lately.

    Take all the time that you need, though I hope to see you again real soon.

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      Thats kind of you to say 'n things got better. Thankz for the comment thou , u , !

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        It's no problem and I'm glad to hear that you're doing better now. :)

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    Sadly it is very hard to find others that understand us regardless of interests, passions, race, religious views, gender, sex, orientation, etc. But if you look in the right places you can find those who do. And never say you are unloved. There are people who do love you and those you haven't met yet that are truly capable of loving you in a way you deserve. Just gotta hang in there till you do find that someone. hugs you tight

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      i agree 'n i believe in so ! Its just so very time consuming, especialy if your shy or uses alot of positive energy, to find out later, that the person didn't even care. It just really upsets then i thought 'n felt 'n trusted on this person, then that they just.. go away , 3 , Also i have no idéa what the signs of someone loves you is like, i have grown up with being locked in my room, shouted at, founded safety with objects since humans are scary monsters 'n being alone with ones dreams 'n fantasy is cheering. But it kinda warms ones heart to know that some people likes one stil, thankz Mehl huggies you back

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        nuzzles and softly squeezes You are welcome, Ruby. I do my best to bring light to those who feel they are stuck in the dark.

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    Sorry to hear that. Love isn't very easy to achieve now a days.

    Please do stay strong and never give up.

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    First of all, I have to apologize for commenting on this nearly a month later. I'm not on weasyl as often as I should be, and I regret missing important journals like this.

    In the time that you're spending on your own, I hope you are finding a lot of reasons to love yourself. You're one of the most sincere artists I've ever met, and it's impossible to think about you without thinking about how kind you are to everyone. I have no idea why your boyfriend would ignore you like that, but you're a beautiful person with awesome artistic skills and you deserve to feel happy. If you ever need someone to talk to, I would not hesitate to give you my skype contact info, and even if you'd rather not do that, I will always lend you some positivity when you are down.

    hugs you