ok so last night i had kind of a pretty severe borderline episode that leaked out onto my tumblr so here goes

im not going to talk about what triggered things and what happened with that because honestly, no, but the overwhelming kindness and messages i got from a lot of you is honestly a lot more than i deserve probably

the episode ended up with a bit more achy stingy bleeding pains and residual paranoia than usual so i think i have to take some time to heal, both physically and mentally from this affair. its been a long time since i had an episode of this magnitude

i want to try and stay out of my house though, im going to be making an effort to keep with friends i got around town, and keep myself in the outside air and moving about i suppose. eating, moving, living outside of the space i hurt myself in for awhile so i can readjust

if you happen to have my skype, or my cell phone number, then great. youll still probably most likely be able to keep in touch with me if need be

if not, then i guess this is see yall ‘round the bend, at least for just a little while

i will be okay. i dont really know how to word my appreciation, but everyones concern and consideration is profound

thank you, and im sorry