But I've given it some thought.
Evading my responsibilities isn't a good idea. No matter how much stress is put upon me.
I'm going to finish my backlog of commissions. And keep accepting more as I see fit.
I'm not the only one who does this, and those who back up the ones who do just because they're popular:
I need to survive. I am not a machine. You all want porn for money, fine.
But don't expect me to be nice about anything regarding the fandom for a long time. It's corrupted, both inside and out.
Being pushed to this boiling point is not healthy for me. But alas, I brought this upon myself. So I'm going to take action and solve the problem.
If you somehow find joy from interacting in a toxic community like this, then more power to you. Maybe I will do the same in the future.
But for now, I just want to get this over with. It will take some time, but be patient. I need to start putting my foot down about a lot more things nowadays anyway.
Grumpy Blaq is grumpy.
Sorry to hear you're so burned out on the community. Hopefully you can get your backlog done soon and get a break.
i know those feels man. with this last set of commissions especially. i broke for a long time. but this is why i consider myself a 'hobbyist' and not a 'furry'. i don't want to be a part of a toxic community. but i do love anthro art. and art is a job i've always wanted. so i just do what i want to do, and wave from the sidelines. ^^ but take it easy man, rest if you need to and clear your head.
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