It's been four months since I actually write a journal to communicate. I'm sorry about that. I didn't imagine that the workload would put me off to sleep so tiringly.
The reason that I could be writing this is that it's the end of the semester. The work has been done, grades submitted, and getting ready for a new step.
Being a teacher is... really devastating for me. Instead of having to be responsible for your job that's a part of a company, you are responsible for 23 or 30 lives of little boys and girls whose futures are decided solely on your judgement. You have to be able to motivate and educate them while keeping them in the mood. I had no problems with the good kids, but keeping the environment safe and fun for students when there are bad students ruining the learning experience is a freaking huge burden. I don't really have a lot of new things to offer to them, too. I'm positive that I lack the quality of a teacher, but at least I tried and got through.
I know I've been absent a lot, thanks for the wait and I hope you're still enjoying the new pictures that I brought up here.
I'll be opening for commissions soon, but more importantly I hope that I'll be able to resume communicating with everyone. It's been a long while and I hope I could get to draw more, too. And survive.
I might not be able to reply that fast up here, so if you want to communicate more often, I have my twitter and my tumblr for sketches and crappy art stuff. I don't really feel like uploading to scraps here because tumblr is faster.
I'll see you guys around. Thanks for everything. <3