this whole new year has been pretty shitty, I"m not going to lie, but these past few days have just been the icing on the cake... I had been having internet issues since last week with my computer. it just wouldn't connect to anything at all, so I was confined to my phone. That meant I had very little time to interract with my commissioners, and I couldn't upload a damn thing...
On top of that, my mate of 4 years decided to break up. The last two weeks of us together was just making the over all problems we were having worse, and he was going through some changes that were good for him, but only dragging me along, so he thought it was best we separate.
I got my computer working...but I also let my emotions get the better of me, and I haven't been online since simply because of that, so I'd like to personally apologize to my commissioners because of this. Remember, refunds are always an option guys, you shouldn't have to wait around for me to get a hold on my emotions.
I've been so drained, but that's no excuse, I'm thinking after I get these commissions done I'm just going to close them down for awhile so I can work on my ethics and get my issues in order.
Excuses excuses...ugh and I'm really not begging for ass pats, or trying to excuse my horrible behavior towards those I owe/// that's the last thing I want, I'm just drained, and a bit emotional...ugh, I'm sorry guys, well I'm back. I wont be talking much, but I'll try and start posting more.