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Hey guys... by Crys

Hey everyone!

It's been a long while since I updated and a lot has gone on in that time frame. I owe a lot of you artwork and I'm going to continue to work on it as I can. Here's what's new this year and what's been going on:

Good
-I started school a couple weeks ago and I go Mondays and Wednesdays! Super fun and super enlightening, it's helping me with every aspect of my life.
-I got a tattoo finally and I love it!
-I have a brand new camera thanks to school and I can't WAIT to put my photography out there for you guys.

Bad
-My grandmother passed away last week and that's been extremely difficult on me. It's causing a lot more issues than expected.
-My parents are having me do a lot more than possible with the schedule I have. I am forced to watch the child more often than not and it's difficult to get away.
-I am unable to locate my sense of self worth right now and I've been going through some serious life changing situations that are causing me to reevaluate myself and how I work.
-I cannot make bills right now because I cannot seem to get myself motivated or moving on anything I do. It's difficult to keep moving when I get so overwhelmed by everything every time I look at it.

Life goes on, you get old, you die. It's how it works. I've just been so bogged down with myself and with life that it's difficult to go forward as much as I can while all of these silly things pop up in the background. I'm stressed out beyond belief and I don't even know why.

TL;DR:

I'm a shit person and I'm sorry to be keeping you all waiting as much as I have been. I'm trying to rectify that situation when and where I am able to do so and I don't want you guys left in the craters of my issues.

-Love all of you. Thank you all for being here for me and keeping your eyes on my work. It means the world to me.
-Crys the Hybrid/chimera/pillowcase

Hey guys...

Crys

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    You're not a 'shit person' but you will improve as we all do... best wishes and best of luck to you HUGS

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      Seconding Dook!

      Good luck and congrats on school and the tattoo :)

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    your not a bad person. life happens. thats what you have to remember. we are always gonna love you. well me at least.

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    C'est la vie. It is your health that is important.

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    You're not a poopy person! It's not your fault life's been hard on you lately.

    I was in a similar spot myself not too long ago, I got to be in a really dark place because of it. Things can get super crappy at times. It's totally okay (and normal) to feel overwhelmed and uncertain and stuck. :x

    I know you've got some cool people here that care about you that you can talk to, sometimes just venting and talking it out can at least help you make a rough map of what you need to focus on.

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    No worries, thanks for keeping us in the know~