I was originally HomestuckLover238 when i first joined. I just turned 13 and i uploaded art some of it wasnt mine but i was new so give me a break. I was then later CreepyPonyLover238 after i got my first pm. I met so many nice people and i considered them friends and some of them i still do. I later then moved to xXSoul-CatsXx and those who stuck by me. I cant even begin to tell you how much they mean to me. I later changed my name to Soulqat and a while ago i was officially on dA for a year and a half. I bought pms for me and my friends, i bought points with my moms credit card, and i had relationships. My current girlfriend Noscoping, i met her on dA and we've currently been together for about 3 months now.

What im trying to say is that. That site, i have so many good and bad memories. I gained friends and i lost some but i also created a family whom i love dearly. Not to long ago i was banned.

It all started because i rejected this guy's friend. Who assumed i was poly and asked me out when i didnt even know them so i was a bit offended and reacted rudely but i was just offended. He later hacked into my account and got me suspended for a day. I got angry and made a journal on my back up account stating that what he did (which was put a link to porn on my page) and how it wasnt me with proof. And i was angered that dA would just assume i would do something like that after how much i had grown to love the dA community. So i states i was Soulqat and provided proof. My girlfriend and my friend Terrorisnear and her friend all backed me up and they got banned for it. They got banned for beinh good friends. After suspension was over on Soulqat i allowed my gf to go on my account to send someone her skype info. And then she made a journal stating she was on my account and a day later im banned for "allowing a banned deviant onto your account." I didnt know that wasnt allowed so i was outraged and tried to find a new website or just go back to xbox. But i cant help but miss all of my friends and family that i made on that site. I miss them so much.

This journal is just to state my apologies to everyone.

• Im sorry dA Staff for being so rude and immature
• Im sorry my friends that i had to cancel everything
• Im sorry that i didnt follow the rules

But all i ask is a 2nd chance
Please
I miss my family

-Souffle