I came to a realization today that maybe I'm not having an issue with Ryuukin per sey
Its just I haven't drawn like, ANY of my other characters in ages D:
Jimmy
Thor
Dominique...
Besides that
I haven't drawn anything as a doodle, or just for funsies
Perhaps I've just been too focused on portraying myself
I'll try and remedy this
(though my spiritual issue still remains)