Let's face it folks, 2014 sucked for a lot of us. I know there are some people who'll say otherwise, but for the rest of us it was garbage. This was supposed to be the year I was supposed to get my driver's license and my gastric bypass surgery. Unfortunately, God, Buddha, or some force out there didn't want me to lead a better life. Because, I failed both my behind the wheel tests to the point where I had to take the written test again on my birthday. To make things even worse, every time I try to convince my folks to take me out for a practice drive, there's always something SOME-FUCKING-THING wrong with one of our cars and we only have two. So I haven't had any time to practice at all since I've taken the written test a couple of months ago.

As for my surgery, I did everything I needed to do to prepare myself, but by the time I had to talk to one of the psychiatrists for the surgery they gave me a questionnaire that I had to fill out and I made the mistake of being honest about my current living situation. Because of this, they had to delay my surgery date until I was mentally and emotionally stable. So I talked to my personal psychiatrist and he prescribed me with Lexapro and to be honest, I've been feeling a lot better since then. It's certainly made me a lot more productive as most of you have probably noticed and outside of this journal, I've been seeing a lot of things in a more positive light.

With all that being said, I can say with full confidence that 2015 is going to be a much better year for all of us.

How did this year treat you? Let me know in the comments.

Peace.