So, my mom went to go get surgery on her shoulder (did I mention she needed surgery?)
And, well, it went fairly well, no complications, no death
But
Well
She lost her memory.
Pretty much anything after 2011 is completely blank.
It hurts.
It hurts to see her like this.
She's so confused, when I walked into the room, it was like she didn't even know who I was.

She didn't know she was married, she didn't know my brother graduated, she didn't know my other brothers move, she didn't know how old any of us were, she didn't know I got braces or glasses, she didn't know her dad and our dog died, she didn't know we were in high school, she didn't even know the date.
God damn, I hate life.

She's being held in the hospital again for a third night, I even skipped wrestling practice to go see her. This sucks, it's so UGH to be telling your mom parts of her life because she didn't even remember. It's so indescribable. This sucks man, it sucks.