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*loud screech noise* ..."sorry ! ...Public Announcement !" by Tiido

I'm not 100% sure what to rate it, it is not flatout adult stuff except one bit that is very clearly marked. I set it to moderate for now.

So there's something I would want to say.

Today I attended stream of the awesome chanrom. He draws some magnificent things, and every once in a while doodles some incredibly funny things involving the viewers that have managed to stick around. That's very awesome ~~~~

Now today happened something a little beyond funny doodles, I am still blushing, even after a shower hahahaha

- NSFW - This happened - NSFW -
I could say I'm incredibly flattered, and most definitely not offended.

But that catman is ** me **. On all aspects but most of the looks lol, I'm still an ape thing in real life hahahahaha.
For the moment I am a single, and probably remaining like so for quite a while. I would only expect such kind of drawings with whoever my real life partner is, if that partner is a furry at all lol.
Sexytimes only happen with people who are special to me in some way, it takes a while to become such a person to me. Not even excess alcohol can make me want to do that stuff with a stranger, and I think when I am drunk enough the little guy downstairs is probably so sleepy there's no way there's gonna be any action coming there, disappointment will happen for sure, and I am not the one who is being disappointed hahahahahahaha.

I cannot prevent anyone of you from drawing me in such situations, or fantasize about it. But when you do, you might want to know what I think/feel about the matter. When you draw such stuff, and post it, I would like to know about it. I'm not gonna condemn you in any way.

I really need to draw a ref of myself too, a proper one... and a TMI version too, so if there is some sex action happening everything will hopefully be just right hahaha.

I also realized I never said thänk you to him, I guess I have been too busy blushing... seriously, I was completely red all the way through that stream, and still am though not as much hahahaha. Shy cat is shy, like really shy hahahahaha.

Thänk you for drawing this ! I am slowly working on something to show my gratitude for things that have happened in the past streams, eventually it is finished and revealed ~~~~~~~

*loud screech noise* ..."sorry ! ...Public Announcement !"

Tiido

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    BlackStatic

    Oh my, not bad at all.

    I suppose I could say there's an almost self-indulgent pleasure I get from seeing commissions or art of myself, wether it be sexual content or not. My fursona is not just an Ideal Self, it is the Inner Self, the Kin that I feel best represents what is true and uncensored about me.

    This is why I tend to get frustrated with my own art (a lot of my sketches get binned/don't end up posted here); also why I become incredibly picky with commission details. If it doesn't feel like a genuine portrayal of me - eg. icon, banner and the first commission I bought for myself - then I feel let down.

    This is also especially the case with sexual content. I find myself disappointed whenever I try to draw pornographic imagery containing my fursona, because at the current state my art skills are at, nothing I draw of Ayla/myself in that manner feels true and genuine, and/or ends up so sketchy it feels like it's only half of the event's highlights have been omitted. Sexuality is, wether I am open about it or not, a big part of who I am and how I express myself, so if it doesn't feel genuine then I feel like I'm staring at boobs with no purpose so to speak.

    Perhaps, I wonder from time to time, if I am just too picky and don't show enough gratitude for the artists who try to portray me.

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      Tiido

      My catman is somewhat idealized, but mostly reflects me completely, so whatever applies to me will certainly apply to him, there's very few things that don't work the other way. I would want to stay things that way.

      I really haven't drawn much art of my own creature and never considered getting any commissions etc., part of it is similar to your own reasons. Things have to be just perfect and I am not quite able to get that happen, nor others. When someone decides to do a gift I am not the one to take a dump on it, no matter how bad. I respect the effort and thought that went to it. For now I don't even have a ref of that creature of mine so I cannot really hold anything against those people who do decide to draw my creature or get my creature drawn...

      The things you have commissioned seem really naiss to me though ~~~~

      Porn stuff I have really never drawn of myself, though one time I was drunk and I did draw naughty things, not necessarily involving me though. I did not save anything either lol. The moment in that dream journal of mine will get it realized in a drawing eventually... that one really moved me, dream or not...
      Sexuality is a very personal matter to me, but I am very open about it, like with stuff like this lol, somewhat outdated though despite being relatively recent.... Somewhat contradicting things, being personal yet open about it. It is hard to describe. I guess the physical aspect of it is the important thing, I would not do the acts with anyone, though I would describe them to everyone willing to receive the information....
      Making it feel genuine can only come out of yourself, no other person can make it a reality, except maybe your partner in life who knows enough about you and has been through the things you do together ~~~~

      From the replies I saw I think you were quite extatic and/or enthusiastic with the results, perhaps what you feel now kicked in later.
      I generally tend to have such things grow on me despite the flaws and such...

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    Python Blue

    Well, you certainly took it better than I likely would. Personally, I'm trying to be professional with my music, and since most people look down on porn...

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      BlackStatic

      I worry about this sometimes with my own weasyl page. If anything though, my music ends up mostly on bandcamp and occasionally soundcloud. The one place I really try to watch my content is twitter, which I don't use much anyway.

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        Python Blue

        Exactly. It's tough trying to establish your name as a professional when you can even tolerate adult content.

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          BlackStatic

          I mean in the sense that I post/talk about adult content on weasyl, and try to avoid doing so on twitter because one of my favourite game developers follows me.