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kjldfjhdfhjdkjdjdjjd by Zrcalo

I have four months to move, or I'm homeless.

let the search begin.

On another note..
I am pretty sure phoenix is having it's own personal apocalypse.

http://zrcalos.tumblr.com/tagged/phoenix

EDIT:
in other events, I have been diagnosed with a big heaping helping of weird.

schizotypal
schizophrenic

either one or both.
heaping helping of weird.

Also I am looking at section 8 (projects) housing. If anyone has any experience with that, let me know! I'm trying to figure out how to apply.

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    Well, you might want to take this time to search for a home outside Phoenix.

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      Also is the apocalypse the cause of the needing to move or something else?

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        naw, my roomate spontaneously decided to sell two out of his six houses he owns. He just walked up to me yesterday and told me I have 4 months.
        Probably still going to live in phoenix, as I'm poor and it's still the cheapest city.

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    Wow, I'm actually terrified this is the world we live in, in 2014. /good luck with your moving. :( And if I could send you bottles of clean water, I would.

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      The scary thing is, we've suspected the water to be bad for quite a while now. One of my friends got sick on it, it killed a bunch of my fish, and it killed a bunch of my friends' fish. It may also be the reason why I get sick on/off.

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        Oh dear not good. :( I have suspicions that I'm a sickly adult from the water, our water is treated straight from the sewage works haha. Damn, why is it so hard to get clean water in even America? Water desalination is cheaper than warfare those morons.

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          :P but you misunderstand... humans are only war fodder and cogs in the money making machine. totes a disposable resource.

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            Aww, that's depressing. Come on, I was having an okay day, and then you remind me of that. TWT Ignorance is bliss, but I know too much. +slams head against wall to try and forget+ XD Yuck I hate the fat cats at the top so much. >.<

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              I would much rather prefer actual fat cats.
              Obese kitties are far better than rich fat cats.

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                Aww! Yeah, that'd be better. TWT Isn't there a town in the states where the mayor is a cat? XD

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                  I'm not sure, but I wouldnt doubt it!

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    Shit, man, you weren't lying when you said it was Nightvale.

    There's not much I can do from all the way across the equator but if for what ever reason you find yourself jumping the hemispheres you're always welcome here, even if it's just while transient. In the meantime, if you need signal boosting on weasyl and tumblr to get a roommate I'll post around and/or see if you can get some donations coming in, for clean water if anything.

    We're looking out for ya mate. Good luck.

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      I should be okay.
      We're looking at gov't subsidized housing, and if not-- there are plenty of people on craigslist looking for roomates.
      Looks like anywhere is better than this house.

      this house is probably going to be filled with black mold, after all the flooding.

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        On another note, I made a total of $6,000 last year, so we'll probably qualify for the subsidized housing. there's even a bunch a block away from me right now. I just want someplace that I wont get sick in.
        oh, and that has a sink. I fucking want a sink.

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          Bloody hell that's nice savings. As long as your house is health risk, contamination and asshole free, you should be alright I guess. If you really are stuck though, don't hesitate to message me and I'll pitch in a little for bottled water/food/replacement items re: mould.

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            Wait, waaaait, I miscalculated, $6k over twelve months???

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              yep! I make $6k a YEAR.

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    Hope things work out. I think here its they have to give you notice of like 6-8 months in advance to move out. Though I wouldn't quote me on that. Picking up your life and moving it. I realized how little I own when I moved. Literally my "home" was 2 bags and a back pack. @..@

    -Hisses at Sun- to much sunlight D: and heat! . -Curls up in foggy and boggy of SF- XD I'm rather pale and get sick very easily from hot weather. xD I hope the best. Though your more use to hot weather so I can't judge your preference for desert lol. I'll never understand it xD. lolz

    We'll if its anything your not weird to me. I grew up with people with a type that type of diagnosis. The ones that I've met have been quite happy people though I won't lie it can go down hill depending but anything can go down hill. Though I'd use the information as a tool and try to expand from it. I love and hate diagnosis. They can give people tools to try and better themselves or they cause people to accept there fate as the "broken". I have dyslexia but mine effects more then just visual letters and numbers like most accept as it's form. It effects more things in my memory , part short term and long term, then recalling information when I need it , is a lot slower then the average human. XD It's a bit mental. You know something but then you don't constantly. Like a itch you can't scratch or even know the location of said itchy feeling. It happens when your in mid motion of doing something too. The blanks in the information would make the normal frustrated. xD Though I've noticed over the years your brain just rewires it's self the best it can to function. If theres a gap it'll try to fill it or build around it. Learned to think of things associated with different bits. You can't always be direct and go for the goal. Sometimes you have to dance around it and then it'll reveal it's self. XD Drives me mad but its something to think about. I might take a bit longer in my efforts but I've always been above average academically. Also flipping 3D images and modeling in my brain has always been a bonus. xD One perk from insanity.

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      One of the reasons why I've sought a diagnosis was so that I wouldnt be invalidated when I'd bring up my experiences. I guess it's the same line as having a diploma. A terrible diploma. Like, here's a piece of paper that states what I have so you people who think I'm not trying hard enough can go away.
      It also gets my foot in the door for gov't help. Which is something I definitely need.
      Having something that's verified is the first step to finding a solution, imo. Then again, I had a conversation with a friend about getting from point A to point B. Sometimes, it's not the fact that you're at point B. It's what you're going to do with it, or how you came about it. Best not to step on people's toes on the way, and then to find out what to do next once you're there.
      I sometimes set goals that are pointless or lead around in a circle, which is something I shouldnt do.
      I'm just tired of my parents and their friends looking at me and wondering why I dont have a job or live the way they do. And I'm tired of beating myself up over it.
      Probably the next thing I'll beat myself up about is using it as an excuse. But verification is usually the key to stop that dead in it's tracks.

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        Always kind of hated the idea that the government only helps people only on the basis that there on some line of incapable of doing something. It's nice and its very helpful but even "normal" people need the help too. But before I ramble! xD

        I can only say from my experience of view its not really a terrible thing. It might not be the normal but it makes you, you in the end. For me at least I wouldn't change anything. It gave me wall to climb in my path in life so I fucking climb it. xD Only looking back now a days do I realize it kind of makes me the person i am.

        But yes its the way you get over the wall but it that kind of applies to any wall in anyone path. For me actions define a person. Anyone can say sorry but actual action is what I accept more. Words are just words in most cases. Heh xD I set goals and get to depressed to finish them, begin them, or even really acknowledge them. So I suppose your a lot farther if you do end up in circles around them. XD Though I think that happens to more people then people would admit. You can't plan everything down to the dime. Sometimes circling allow you to think and make the next move based on the situation. Maybe its your way of way of getting to the points a and b then eventually c. Everyone's got a process and unfortunately mine takes forever. xD It's all the influx of motivation and feeling. No one should judge based on influx or events that can drain everything or give everything.

        I know that judging feeling too. Fucking sucks and it does nothing but make things worse so why do it in the first place. Least for me if its ever brought up I spend the next few weeks contemplating how worthless I am so who's it really benefiting? I can only guess that its some type of care but the way they handle that is actually doing the opposite of the effect they want. I'm sorry but the methods people think is ok really shouldn't be used. It took me a few years to figure out what was happening to me. "Why do I feel like shit?" "There making me feel like shit. I wouldn't be here if I had some actual valid form of urging forward. If everything I want to do wasn't always suddenly crushed at every point. Support for what they find ridiculous." It doesn't help anyone to tell them the way they should live there life. Only makes shit worse. Now don't get me wrong I don't hate these people but they are misguided. To my understanding at least. So over time you kind of just say "Fuck it" and really tune them out. It's difficult I can say but its something ones got to do. At least on that subject. Though I personally don't listen much to my elders in my family. They pretty much don't know anything about me so how are they allowed to judge me? On what ground do they know the core of myself? I know what I do and why I do things. They wouldn't be able to answer the hundreds of questions I could form just on me. But I suppose everyone's got a different relationship with there family. So I might just be spouting.