I know this is horrendous of me to ask again but if you have the odd £1 or so, could you donate me some cash for food/travel? All my money has been dried up by travel; the money I have in the bank is towards a deposit to get me out of this shithole (might have seen the previous donation post how it kicked off this summer, then I got the shit for my step-dad’s aggression and that with the added bonus of continuously being told I ‘deserve everything that happens to me because I’m the cause’, kinda left me in a binge of constant ‘wake up and drink yourself numb as you spiral into suicidal depression’(I wasn’t a jack arse, no donation money was spent on alcohol, I just kept finding bottle of gin and such randomly popping up where the beers are put). But heyo I made it to the start of this BA course (there was some questionable days if I’m being honest but y’know), moving on I’ve been a shithead and opened up for commissions too late with shit examples for preview and gone into Uni with no funds. But I’m been feeling better (if not highly stressed) and I had some folks to talk to over the summer that helped.

Anyway I’ve had to deal with some new added bull shit of late because of some new stuff I have to now deal with and sort out. I’m going to book an interview tomorrow to see if I can qualify for any aid but because I am in the grey I am kinda fucked atm and I’m kinda worried how long it will take in the case how much money of the little I have will burn before getting it sorted.

It’s just incredibly frustrating I’m on the bare minimum of cash atm, I had one paid commission come through and immediately travel cost has absorbed it. (Term passes are £87 but it has risen to £100 and lmao are you fucking serious I don’t shit gold flakes). Simply I am getting absolutely no financial help part the minimum of £99 a month which is going straight towards rent because lmao, to put it simply I won’t be allowed to live here any longer and either do I want to. But due to the fact my student loan and all was based off my tosspot parents (have to be estranged for 3 years to show evidence they don’t support me) I can’t get much it seems without going for appeals and such, because apparently I am somehow ‘entitled’ to their cash, lmao ohkay then. But yes in all seriousness I am quite light with travel/money atm again embarrassingly enough.

Thankfully through donations at the beginning of summer and throughout helped me go shopping for food and also restock my art equipment (paper/pens etc) for Uni. Sincerely thankyou those who helped me out! Your money really did help; it’s really just down to bullshit I’ve come to this again.

But if you could, I would very much appreciate anything you could spare!

Shit I feel like an arsehole asking again but I’m struggling with a lot of weight atm and it’s all sort of caught up with me.

My paypal is: srutis[at]hotmail.co.uk

Commissions: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6045798/

Update: So one of the roomates has been a complete arse, they started inviting people to join causing all sorts of confusion and now, with this shitload of bull, they’re dropping out at the last minute. Their reasons don’t quite make sense, and I am completely pissed that they have done this at the very last minute. Everything is so fucked, I made my situation clear and everything has now fully cocked up for me and the other roomie (not the one mentioned above). I’m freaking out a tad because we’re both in a situation where we have to move out, and now my student maintenance will be cut even more down apparently because I am unable to move out. I am kinda on edge here because my other roommate’s home life is becoming tenser and I’m freaking out that I could be kicked out with nowhere to go.

So I am in the shitter even more and at a bit of loss here. I have no idea what to do. I’m kinda at the point of, ‘why am I even bothering’. Everything just keeps on fucking up, and each day there is a new difficulty.

I am just so fucking pissed off at everything. I have to wait till next week as well to sort out the interview. I’m hoping we can find another 3rd person to help with rent, because atm it seems we can’t afford it. So I really don’t know what my situation will be like atm. And I can’t touch that £99.

So please if you could donate I could use the help.

£5 it costs per day for travel, £3 gets me a butty and drink per day while I’m in Uni. :S

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