An entire update ... by Sahtori-Kamaya

Well, I'm without a working computer, so lets see how we'll start. My computer went 'boom' - has to be replaced.
Then I got a new illness at my ... down parts, this didn't please me and i got in a huge depression, no work, no income, weak and now an extra illness.

Drama continued everywhere, Facebook, DeviantArt, Furaffinity, everywhere, even my email, I decided to take a little break which is hard, because if you work for certain companies you have to check your email on daily basis, then I got a letter, I'll be kicked out. Yes, I'm looking for a new place, ... I have soon no more home for the ferrets and me, ... So I'm forced to live back with Myriam and I don't want that, but CFS and PTSD are things I can not control, yes, I even got depressed for the loss of Robin Williams, I don't know why I cried like a mad person, still to this day, it touches me in my heart, though the more it continues the more numb i'm becoming, I started to grind my teeth and apparently trying to choke myself during sleep, ...

So a lot happened and I'm stressed, so stressed, I don't feel good, I don't feel strong, but I'm trying what I can, ...

Now, I work on my little laptop, the moment it starts to heat up, I have no choice to shut it down of course and I really have no money. So I can not open commissions, I do have sketch commissions open, but they are on dA and fA - don't take it bad, but I can't keep up with 4 accounts, it took me 2 years to finally keep up with furaffinity, not joking about that. months later "Oh yeah, I have to update ... That's right"

So, speaking of another account, people told me: "GET PATREON" -> <-

If you feel like spending a buck a month to me, so I can finish my work and finally start on my dreams, that would be so awesome, there will be more in the future, but to be honest people, right now without a computer I can not offer much, so it's quite slow, I even tried to livestream and that didn't work out.

So, thank you for having patience with me, but I'll get there, i promise i will, but i can't do it on my own, bellow is a 'Go Fund Me' you can see me complain on YouTube, yeah, ... just what everyone needs, an ugly woman complaining on youtube, ... at least I know I'm ugly.

-> <-

So please, spread this around, because I don't know how to keep up with the bills I barely eat. Soon I have to move and I have NO furniture, nothing, all I have is where my ferrets live in, a cage. I'm in a dorm for students, ... it's all I have, ...

sigh, please spread it around, please ... I don't know what else to do.

  • Kay

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An entire update ...


13 September 2014 at 20:24:51 MDT

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