Bumping the other journal off the front page because it was out-dated.

My laptop's been broken for two weeks and I've been slipping in and out of depression so I've been dealing with that and not really getting the opportunity to draw. I borrow one of my mother's laptop to check my messages and whatnot.

I've been trying to mentally prepare myself to be better at art. I've shut down my FA for a bit because I don't want to get my laptop fixed and then go running back with the first stupid drawing I have to offer. So I shut it down for a bit to prevent that. No one will miss it besides me anyway, lol.

Even if I can't FORCE people to give a damn about my art anymore, I want to improve it either-way so at the very least I'm proud of it even if it may be chopped liver to others.

That's...about it. I think I'm being a little bit more loose about these kinds of mopey whiny journals for the simple fact that I know I'm not really disappointing or annoying anyone but myself. I really don't wanna make it a habit tho. That would just set me back to acting like your typical-run-of-the-mill over-emotional person online.

But w/e. Wanted to clear my thoughts a bit and get that old journal off.
I probably won't upload anything or turn my FA profile back on until I see some major improvement in my art.

Ciao.