Copied and pasted from my FA.

I have been having a really tough time with school.. Really tough.
Not necessarily the grades (although sometimes that is part of my problem) I am just unmotivated and really just want to be done with it. I'm going into my junior year in college and I just want it to be over. I don't remember the last time I got decent sleep.. Or the last time I didn't cry before finally going to sleep. I'm the most emotionally unstable I've ever been in my life. I'm in a long distance relationship and I know that's a big factor of my emotional instability. Leaving only gets harder and the time between visits gets longer.
I've been trying to convince myself that it's almost over. I'm not sure I even know what I want from school anymore.. I've also been torn between taking a break and just pushing through. Walker asked me today to live with him for a semester and it just brought me to tears. I want to so badly... More than anything. There's just so many things going on and having to plan and figure out and jobs and leaving to come home... So many details. And there's just this fear of being scolded for my choices... Again... I just want to be happy and stress free again.
I don't know how to do it. How to do any of it, really.
I have never left so far away to live before.
As stupid as it sounds I've never had a legit job... I've volunteered and stuff but never had a legit job..
I don't know how I'd deal with the apartment I have here if I'm just leaving for a semester... there are just a lot of unknowns.
Not to mention my parents... I know it's ultimately my choice but... Their opinion does matter to me... Yes I know they'd miss me and not want me to be so far away but I want them to know that I'd be okay. But I can't seem to talk to them about that kind of stuff without getting emotional...