gonna write a list on why everything sucks

ive gotten hate for my commissions privately, and how my art was junk and worth pennies
at this rate, im not going to have enough money to see joshua
my moms upset at me for something i didnt do / dont remember doing
my grades probably suck
my sisters a loud bitch
im going to be alone on my birthday
im going to be alone for the rest of the summer
my cousin cant come and see me
no one likes me i dont thin even though they do
i dont want to die