hi! i'm alive. if you follow my twitter you can see more of my life and that kind of junk but for people here on art sites, tadah. ...eheh, that's kind of a testimony to how much art i'm actually doing. i'm not doing a lot. its frustrating.

i've been dealing with parts of myself and also just the junk that has happened this year. everyone is going to be effected for a while, and its just that time of life. my instagram has more recent sketch uploads, and my tumblr blog has some bigger ones, but i haven't been super active with art and actual art making. im really disappointed in myself in that regard.

i've got a lot of projects i want to do, i'm at no lack of direction. choosing is difficult. balancing between school and illustration is the thing. time management has always been a challenge, but until recently i've always thought i was a failure every time i would try, would try a technique or plan out calendars or stick to a schedule... this is turning out to maybe not the case. and it's relieving to find out that you might not just be a failure after all.

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some happy news: i'm going to Evergreen. i'm moving into an apartment with my two best friends next month and and and gosh. i'm ready to be in a different environment doing different things. i'm ready to put art back in my life as something i create, instead of consume. it's much more satisfying to DO it than to just write about it.