I thought it was a long time since I've written anything about how I'm doing, aand I'm quite well actually.
Not on sick leave anymore, looking for a job. Gonna be an aunt in a couple of weeks if all goes according to plan, that's gonna be fun. People around me are as unfortunate as ever, but it'll work out I guess.
I have such a (comparatively) HUGE amount of energy, do you even know how great that is? Do you understand how much your should appreciate it when you're able to get up in the morning and just get on with whatever you have to do without having to worry about and struggle with every little thing? Because I do. I fucking do.
Oh and I can draw! I can draw, I don't think you people know how much that means to me. I actually sit and get teary eyed over it once in a while, because I can draw, I can do something I really really love and I can THINK again and DO STUFF again.
I preach about this all the time, but if I have any watchers out there who are struggling with bipolar disorder too, and are not happy with the medicine they're taking or how they're feeling, talk to your doctor about trying out Lamotrigine. No meds work for everyone, but for me those goddamn pills are like 90% of the reason I'm feeling as well as I am now. My psychiatrist though it was a good analogy when I said, for me it's the equivalent of taking antibiotics when you have a giant, festering wound.
Anyway, I'm working on drawing commissions at the moment and it bothers me a little to have to do that. It's not to sound negative about it, because that's not the case at all. Drawing commissions is pretty fun for me, forces me into drawing things I otherwise wouldn't. But, I'd just like to get it over with so I can work on this big dumb comic I have, that has been dead for so long (hint: it's Rebound) :c
Bleh, I'm so bad a focusing on more than one thing at a time too. My non-commission doodles just end up being random stuff.
Not that it helps with that particular problem, but is there any Rebound related things you guys would like to see? It's not concept art, but maybe I can pull some suggestions out when doing warm-up doodles and whatnot, just to stay on topic.