First of all: Thanks for over 200 followers! I am in awe at how well reiceived my art is on here, especially these past few weeks. I am generally very self-concious when it comes to my art, but every comment, every fave and especially the follows of course make me feel all warm and tingly inside! gleams and chuckles I am so so so grateful that I have all of you! Every single one!!! :)
Past weeks have been a little hard on me otherwise though. I have been very down, very depressed, relapsed a few times and did stuff I shouldn't have. Couldn't manage things that usually weren't problematic at all. I isolated myself from my friends, haven't seen them in over a month. And I have no contact to my master or mistress either - I don't know if they are okay? But I am beyond ashamed, that I didn't call / text earlier, so Im not gonna start now.... I have been living in absolute chaos and filth lately, got late to work almost every day. Once I overslept for over an hour? Had two missed calls from my boss... I am very very lucky with my boss though, he wasn't really mad or anything. But yeah, of course he said that this couldn't go on, I have to pull my shit together. Getting so much art done and such positive feedback gives me a lot of strength though and it's gradually getting better again. Also, work is actually fun and relaxing, so I got kind of a save haven here?
(tl;dr - rant over xD)
I really enjoyed doing some trade sketches these days. They are good to get me starting on bigger projects and I enjoy the practice. So if you are interested in trading, comment with a few refs and info and shit - I would love to expand my gallery with all yer beautiful creatures :>
I love you all, thanks for your support <3