Pretty ticked right now... My two friends are really upset at another "friend" and my other friend Kayla is really pissed off. A dude who thinks he's in love with me keeps following me around and emailing me, and I'm stuck in the dang middle. AND I'm on my damn period and got 4 more days to go. I'm trying to graduate this year, and I haven't eaten since prom. (Friday night=4 days.) And I want to get out of my "relationship" with my "boyfriend". I'm just done. I'm done with all the fucking drama in my damn life. This is really stupid and I just.... I am fucking DONE with all the goddamn drama! What the hell! Why do I always have to be stuck in the middle of it all? ;n; If you have any suggestions or answers to my bull shit of a life, please let me know. I'm desperate for answers and on the edge of breaking down and ending my life. Suicide is just a solution to a temporary problem, but my friends don't know I'm suicidal. I take fucking medicine for it. Every morning. I don't fucking need this bullshit anymore. I'm done. If one more thing happens in my damn life, I'm ending it. I may be sounding selfish right now, but if you have any words of comfort or help for me please offer them. I really need help and I don't know what to do anymore. I'm literally a thread away from screaming I'm so frustrated.

Thanks to all who read and comment, I appreciate your concern for me.

Love you all,

Ren.
5/5/14
1:01 P.M.