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I'm not dead! by Atroxi

I haven't been on ANY furry sites in a really long time. I haven't drawn a single thing worth posting in all that time either. I've been burnt out, my anxiety and depression has been in a very touchy place where just about anything was setting me off into crying fits, and I just didn't have the mental energy to deal with anything outside of my day to day necessary things.

I've gotten in a more stable mind frame, so I think I'll try to come back slowly. I know I owe a few things. I'll get to them as soon as I can. I need to practice with some sketches again since I've become a bit rusty. I haven't even TOUCHED my tablet. I just do some pencil doodles that suck balls now and then. So yea.

I'm alive.

I'm not dead!

Atroxi

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    E HUGS AND SOUNDS OF SUPPORT
    i'm glad to hear you're still kicking. though man i hear you on depression burning out the mind.

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      ALL THE E HUGS!

      Yea...once my anxiety gets super charged it's super hard to reign in and takes a huge toll on my sanity levels. At least I wasn't alone this time! Hooray for awesome man-face! He kept almost all the suicidey thoughts out of my mind. And I've realized in my absence how much I really love origami, gardening, and needle felting. I may have been neglecting drawing, but I'm still keeping creative. xD

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    I'm glad that you're feeling a bit better. I know what it's like to be in that sort of place. It's not pleasant.

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      No, it isn't at all. Thank you for your support and kind words.