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Restless by Kajy
I truly hate what my brain can do sometimes.
Dreams that correlate to my reality, and are so incredibly believable, bombarding me with messages of failure and doom, of being late, of not being good enough, on a god damn Sunday.
I woke up in a panic thinking that it was already thursday and I had to go to the campus clinic to do my internship, I woke up believing that our teacher had told us that our thesis was not good enough and that we'd have to fix basically everything in a literally impossible time-frame.
I woke up with my heart racing. And like so many other times, I woke up feeling as if there were needles filled with poison stuck in it.
I think I'll feel breathless for the rest of the day.
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I swear to god, college(and education in general) is traumatic. We live in function of them for several years, and we only really learn to function inside of that system while in it. The fact that you're being constantly judged on a numbered scale is god damn awful. Maybe I can do some work in schools as their in-house psychologist to turn things a little more free-form =w=~
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The dreams that leave me panicky and breathless have often involved me being on stage to perform a play I had never read or even knew the name of.
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Luckily for me the only type of "typical" dream I've had yet was me being on my underwear in the middle of the street, though it usually doesn't take long to take a darker, more murderous turn. But thanks for caring ;w;
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I'm sorry that you get these! Most dreams that I remember when I wake up involve me being panicked and late for some vague responsibility or another only to be absolutely lost trying to find my destination in some sort of labyrinthian institutional complex. It's surreal enough that I don't work myself up into believing them entirely but it still messes with my anxieties.
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I swear to god you two are the cutest people on Earth ;w; responded one after the other like that. Thanks for caringgg
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Rory
I'm still have disturbingly detailed dreams that I failed out of college, yet I graduated last May. :/ It's a terrible thing to have to experience, our brains are not kind to us.