I'm so sick of everything right now, almost literally. I'm just so angry with everyone and everything that it makes me just want to puke.

I'm sick of people I considered friends being uncaring, unsympathetic, and ungrateful.
I'm sick of trying to be nice and be social with people who don't even try to let me in
I'm sick of the older generations putting me down and trying to dash my hopes just because of my age
I'm sick of being stuck in a shitty car that doesn't even run or feel rewarding when it does
I'm sick of feeling like I'm never improving, that I'm just going to be a shitty person forever
I'm sick of never having the answers
I'm sick of just constantly being depressed and angry at life