Sign In
Close
haha by Chibwe
Ill just complain on here since no one really watches me
im really sick of feeling like this
i feel really lonely and its fucking killing me
I also feel so inadequate to my friends??? Theyre all so talented / have jobs/ make a lot of money and sell their designs and im just haha holy shit
I just want to impress people but i cant even do that right
i honestly may just take a break once im done my current to-do list
i dont think ive ever hated myself and felt this lonely and pathetic before and it really fucking sucks
i feel like a whiny brat but fuck i dont feel good
ive been having frequent stomach pains and headaches from stress. and ive been blacking out and other shit thats kinda personal
so its just like haha please stop
ugh but rant over im sorry for complaining
ill delete tomorrow
goodnight
Journal Information
- Views:
- 149
- Comments:
- 3
- Favorites:
- 0
- Rating:
- General
Comments
-
-
honestly, backing away for a while helps me the most when things get this severe - they have before and it's awful and I hope you feel better soon ;x;/
-
aw :c
chibwe bb, i'm sorry that you're feeling that way ;;
i don't know if it'll mean much coming from me - but i think you're all kinds of fantastic , lovely !we all have our bad days and it's okay to be upset ! ; 7 ;
but i'm a little worried about you - take care of yourself okay? ;; get some rest ~
Link
Topolis
:c Chibweeeee. You're fab! You're far from pathetic, to me. Do whatever you need to take care of yourself. Stress headaches, stomach pains and blacking out, ergh. Rest! I WISH YOU THE BEST. ;;