WHEN YOU FIND ARTISTS WHOSE WORK JUST MAKES YOU WANNA DRAW??
HELL YEAH THAT'S AN AWESOME FEELING.
but also.
it's almost 3 i need to go to bed lmfao.
i was staying up so that i could rig one of my models but i fuckin forgot maya fucks joints up on my computer so i finished texturing it and promptly gave up haha...
gonna try and do some more commissions tomorrow! and maybe some personal stuff over the weekend.
how has everyone been?
Actually, no. I haven't felt right since I was 15, and I'm 25. I've put a loaded gun to various locations on my head over 200x in my life, attempted hangings, pill taking, etc. I tried the whole anti-depressant thing, but all that did was make me feel 0 emotion at all, and make me not eat a damn thing. I have a mate now, but we're miles apart, so it's still a cold room. My only vice is porn, and writing stories. So, to be honest, no, I don't feel better. I haven't felt normal since my preteen years. I've since given up on death, or dying. All I care to do anymore is watch the sunrise on a new day, over, and over, and over, and over.
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Just fine and dandy