Work is fucking stupid. Coworker wise. I literally have customers that might as well be considered clients because they only want to deal with ME. That's nice, right? NO. That means everyone else is unreliable. I had 3 people who preferred to deal with me today with me-specific jobs that all had to be done ASAP, on top of all the other customers. I was swamped. Completely swamped. I'm literally trying not to be 'good' because it's becoming an issue where I can't handle all this work on my own in a timely manner. It's just not possible. I don't work 8hr days 5-7 days a week. It's part time. It's retail (copy and print). They can't give me more hours because I'm part time. I literally /can't/ do it.

UGHGSHLDGHSLDHG. I'm just stressed and now pissed even more because my stupid b/f is like 'OH CLICK THIS LINK FOR BITCOINS CAUSE IT HELPS AND THEN WE CAN GET MORE AND BE RICH'. I DONT FUCKING CARE ABOUT BITCOINS. I CARE ABOUT MAKING RENT AND PAYING THE FUCKING BILLS AND TRYIN TO GET A BETTER JOB. HE NEEDS TO FUCKING DO THAT INSTEAD OF WAITING AROUND FOR SOMEONE ELSE (AKA ME) TO DO IT FOR HIM.

WHY CAN'T I JUST FIND RELIABLE PEOPLE. WHY DO I ALWAYS WIND UP BEING THE RESPONSIBLE ONE IN CHARGE.